You are beautiful and I am not.
We are the habits of our forefathers.
We can choose to forget them, let them
Drain away like sand through glass,
Distant dust of history. As much as we try
To remember, desire is stronger than memory.
Sometimes I turn to sculpt soft clay,
Loose and stark in my hands.
And then I abandon the mess. I should keep
My fingertips stained red for effort.
I remember dreaming a vision:
Heroine of my own story,
Walking the grey beach in winter,
Projected far into the future when I might realize it.
Clay does not sculpt itself.
Prayers go unanswered. Here
I dwell in my own lit house,
Multiple yellow lights
Floating in the dark, mirror for
The starry night that I might see.
We’re the only species with
Wings on our feet. We’ve molded
Paper into something precious.
Currency of kings. Gold origami.
Honeyed words remain my nectar.
Rome is a daylong process that is for ever.
To shape is a practice
Known by time and being,
That I may become a living embodiment.
That I might find grace in a raised arm, a bent leg.
That I might see myself through a filter of love.
That I might remember there are no
Comparisons.
That we are beautiful for our very selves.
From my poetry collection, "Blood for Honey", available at Lulu.com and Amazon.
