rain at night
war of thunder
i'm soaked and scared
said,
wait for me, father
but he didn't stay
and i had dead
purple flowers
on top of a mountain
he pointed at them
i hiked
thorns in bare hand
but he didn't stay
and i had dead
i'll be a king if he wants me to
and i'll be a corpse if he wants me to
i did
and i can keep doing it
and he still didn't stay
but i'm alive
childhood neglect