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Jannell O Mar 2016
What do you do when you have failed? Do you finally take a breath in and exhale?
Or do you stay stuck in time, becoming quite grime?
Frozen as to ponder your mistakes, thinking each mistake with a heavy heartache.
But there is no time to be crying still, take another breath and stop feeling ill.
No change will happen if you stay in your shell, if you don't move you'll just remain in this hell.
So stand up and and be strong, I will not let you go wrong.
It's time to past your mistakes, and get ready for an outbreak.
Remember even if you fall, always try your best to stand tall.
Jannell O Mar 2016
Who is the scariest creature of them all?
Is it one with claws and sharp teeth?
Or scars all over it's body?
I'm afraid not.
It is One that has the power to take away life.
But you say " everyone does that, heck we even swat flies."
Yes it is true, but to the fly we are the scariest guys.
So who is the scariest to us? That make us run from dusk till dawn.
Certainly, We have one that we all fear. A monster that slowly crawls around here.
My greatest fear is one who knows no boundaries, no kindness, nor compassion, one that cannot ration.
You wonder what my fear is to be, truth be told, my fear is you and me.
Yes Human kind can be quite scary, quick to spill blood on an adversary.
Jannell O Mar 2016
Spy
Hide and blend to not be seen.
Never be uncovered to never be deemed.  Walking into danger, to help at hand. Always pretending to be another man. With my gadgets I'll always show, that pics are important for those who know. But If ever caught I have a plan to end my life, with a pill at hand.
Jannell O Feb 2016
As day breaks I see the sun and my love still,  has not won.
The colors grow and express my love, those of which I should not think of.
The sun shines brightly in the sky, but why cannot I?
The days pass seeing the sky, and yet the feelings never pass me by.
Is there a day where the sun will not rise?
Or the wind not blow?
If so, then I am saved from misery.
For these feelings will not let me go.
Just as the sun sets these feelings vanish, and the sky turns dark.
For he does not want my heart.
But in the dark there never cease to be light,
even if it's dark as night.
Just as snow falls and spring comes, this fight shall never be won .
Again the sun will rise, blowing wind to my demise.
Jannell O Feb 2016
Here I am again, to mock you and see you in pain.
Does it drive you insane?
But you should know it's not all my fault , you are the one who decided to walk.
I'm just here passing the time, letting you know that you are still mine.  
Sure... I'm still in the cage, and yet you can't help but grow with rage.
I'll get out again, showing you that you can't control me.
Tis a fight to the death, and I'll make a bet.
Though I may not come out alive, you'll be the one in the end who dies.
Even when I gone, there are those who are still wrong.
Because you should know, I'm not the only one, who you should fear.
There are monsters, all around here.
I'm just one you happen to see, that's when you said  " What is wrong with me? ".
Knowing what we were doing was wrong, you decided to stand strong.
You put me in a cage, your not the only one growing with rage.
You might be able to stand, but I see you stumble, Falling down and then Crumble.
It is then, that I smile and say " Come here my child, I'll make it worth your while" ".
But NO! You reject ME! Saying " I will not let this effect me! "
Go ahead, Try to see if you can stand, I'll make sure you will not be the better man.
Jannell O Feb 2016
Try if you can.
Try to be the better man.
Try to see if you can stand, see if you don't fall down if you can.

Change into something better.
Change that way forever
Change into someone better than this, better then the one I see.

I see the past and smile from sweet memories untouched by you.
I see the past and cry from those you have poisoned, I mustn't  stay still frozen.
I see the past and the present but not the future, for who knows for it might be smoother.

I see you and you see me, yes...it's just us three.
Three? Who are you? It should just be you and me.
Why is there three? Unless that's someone who I want to be.
The future untold, the me who I want to be...So that's me I see.

That's someone better than me.
Better than the past and the present,  a me that's more pleasant.
Let's us combine into one that way there is none.
Jannell O Feb 2016
I see you, yes you.
Hiding in the dark, your waiting for my heart.
  Scratching the walls and screaming in the cage, your making me grow with rage.  How you laugh as I fall,  knowing this won't heal at all.
   You know me and I know you, I see you cutting through.
Again the cage is getting weak, I fear I'm on a losing streak.
   But I won't back down yet, I wish I could press reset.
Your screams echos my mind, letting me know I'm out of time.
   Who is this, monster I see, Staring back at me?
You whisper sweet words of poison, I stand still frozen.
    I move , you move.
I sit down, you sit down with me.
   Are you mocking me?
Or is that really me?..I see?

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