I can hear this silence,
talk with my shadow
and when I fall asleep,
I can breath peacefully
I don't want to wake up
I don't want people hear my cries
hidden for the tragedy
I still wait for the moment
when things will be changed forever
and the sky will be colored with red paint

I love to move like a virus
inside her body,
balancing the wish to be killed
with the need to be spread.

I wish I could tell about the depths of my heart
but no one ever asked, and strong girls don't.

I lay, I thought, dying.
You lay beside me, not letting me.
When I could not form a word,
You knew instinctively what I needed.
I looked at you through clouded vision,
Yet somehow I could see with perfect clarity how much you loved me.
You inspired me, to live, despite the diagnosis.
I can't say thank you enough.
I only hope time gives me enough of itself to allow me to try.

A search for the eternity,
torn between hell and divinity.

I waited for you day and night
I thought you could be my light
now a damsel in distress has changed
burning her bridges which were caged
would you like to have a cup of **** ma'am?
cause I don't anymore ******* give a ****

Sooner or later you have to rise
with or without someone nice
hold your ground strong for you
you might find your life as new