Staring at the cold weather through the window,
think of all the ways I can win dough.
Every idea.. BINGO! But my two cents don't pay the rent though.
And I cant eat my thoughts for food so I'm stuck in limbo.
That's a food for thought that fucked up my credentials,
Because they kept offering me a penny for my thoughts until I said I was bruised and scarred so they gave me time off for being "mentally unstable".
If I tell them I'm not, I have to go back to my job of making my way to the hell hole but what choice do I got when It's either that or keep playing the role of scapegoat.
It's driving me insane and the pills I pop wont make the pain go. Meanwhile my stairway to heaven is literally blocked by my guardian angel.
So finally I have found you ,
just a like a dawn to it’s dew,
I don’t know where do you live or
what you do ,
but I have hopes that together in life we’ll glue .
You have came just when the movie has started ,
so you never would miss a scene or gleans ,
you’ll know me all someday and
if it seem worthy , maybe just stay .
I don’t ask for much
but just a soul’s touch ,
I promise I won’t try to clutch
rather I would I be glad I came across you in this lively search .
These letters that no one else will ever read
I hope you will with creed ,
be free and welcome to this unusual breed,
Together we are planting a seed .
I've always been on this journey
Of floating with words.
Looking for you
I travelled across the
Sacred skies of many hearts,
Forming and breaking constellations
With the language of my ribcage.
For a thousand years
I walked through the veins of love
Wondering about the face
Of your virgin mind.
Your were the white heads
Of those tulips
I held each morning before smelling
Your absence inside them.
A constant search, still going on
As all the words of my poem
Keep running towards your smile.
Just answer me with your hands
Will you be my muse?
I am in search of some beautiful spot
Where I can pour,share my love a lot
Beauty should hold me in bosom knot
In ocean of life I need a proper yacht
Pleasure is on the other side of ocean
Treasure to be searched with the sun
Who is mine my love less you none
My sweetheart let me take you to run
High mountains invite to touch sky
My passion and nature make me fly
In love embrace I just want to cry
I wish I love you but I fear I may die
Col Muhammad Khalid Khan
Copyright 2016 Golden Glow
Find my love and
Find my thoughts
I've left them for you to find
In my favorite song
At that movie theater
In your car
In your messages
In my breath
Find me. Please. I'm waiting.
I cannot be there all the time.
I cannot tell you all the time.
But you are the world.
Find me in yours.
For once i wish i could just hold you and forget this world.
I want to look into your eyes and tell you everything.
I long to hear your heart as i lean on your chest.
But i cant, because i dont know where you are, or how to reach you.
Time told me to wait, but i cant, i need to get on with this life of mine.
So i ask, come find me, use all your efforts to be here with me.
Dont give up on me, even when you think i have.
Im not sure how long i can bare it without you.
Have I met?
Was I able?
To find you yet
No not one
No not anyone
A search so
But I can go
An extra mile
To look for you
It’s thy goodness
That I can harness
To build a space
Where world is still
In beautiful taste
It’s thy care
That I need to share
To help me fare
In the network of
Them all so naive
It’s thy love
That is my cove
To help me shove
Waters so blue
And raise myself above
Lost you then
With all years gone
You still have shown
What lives again?
Is all that is,
Right and genuine
My Dad so brave
Lived in me you have
All these years
Just got me near
To you that
I am like you
Be with me
Till in flesh
That’s my strength
My lasting wish
Before we unite
Up in bliss