you always asked me
why i sleep so much
but the truth is i don't
get more than a few
hours of sleep
i lay awake all night
waiting for someone
to notice i'm alone and
i'm scared and i can't
seem to find a reason
to live
i wanted you to notice
i was dropping hints
i was leaving clues
i was waiting

The tears stream down like there’s no tomorrow,

While the thoughts in her eyes go on for miles.

No one understands this “phase”, as they call it.

No one cares enough to notice the truth behind her deep sighs.