Why I have to start it all the time,
If I not say hello then you say am out of my mind,
Does I've to always be the first to be knee down, Can't you see that am also burnt now,
Trying to adjust trying to fit,
But somehow you still manage to blame and hit, Stabbing with nonsense words,
You're mostly repeating that you're the one I never deserved,
I thought we can have the same bed,
But I used to sleep on floor on flat duvet,  
are  you dumb or what,
Do I ever said you're my bad luck,
Always appreciated you when sadness came across,
But you still say am the weirdest in the cosmos,
Criticize  me or try to crop me out of your life,
One day you'll understand I was always animating the +ve aura,
But you're body you're mind always killing the divine.

I got to know you got a guy,
I don't know what's his name, I haven't seen him from any side,
Don't lie don't neglect don't be too rude ,
Don't make him jump through burning sadness loop,
Revolve him around the best you got,
Let him roll near to your seldom heart ♥,
Remove the quilt of stress and scares ,
Let him make a draft,
About happy future,
Open up to him make glue the relation with friendship and clarity,
Wish you; bless you
Your bond will get strong as gravity.

Don't know where the imagination is lost,
The situations were bad now they're getting worse,
Persons represented themselves as the most understanding,
Now they are fighting, Loosening the bonds from there side with inappropriate reasons ,
As they are assuming the most negative situations in,
All because of lack of communication; lack of clarity ,
They are forgetting beautiful time spent; jokes giggles the nonsense talks,
that we did with high level of stupid concentration but silence and ego they are trying to adopt,
I tried to clarify that we just need to trust and must have less expectations,
We are friends I will happy to help you in most of situations,
But they think grudges and ego is there but they are just fictions that  you don't have to to care,
Still the dynamic growth of selfishness taking place,
  Emotion is a free ball just for play,
I think this is not my part of every day story,
It's going all around as most of the  world forgot peace just running for glory,
A glory which will be celebrated in loneliness,
Because there will be no one to stand by the side who pushed all the harmony to stress,
We must start expecting less,
It will be the best way to live without getting hurt and being different from the rest

Reading but nothing is going in,
Pain started in cervical it's getting tough to breathe in,
Eyes up to the ceiling,
Head relaxed on chair by body started loosing,
Loosing consciousness I don't know what time it was,
I can't move not able to talk even,
Too much silence is all around my dad came in & started screaming,
My name again and again but I couldn't respond,
Feels like no blood is going through brain it's ****** out or drawn,
I was able to hear the all,
My dad came near and picked me,
My legs and hands were hanging ,
They were swinging,
Motor bike was already outside ,
He settled me on it someone hold my loose **** sapiens structure from behind,
I was feeling the momentum; bike was running fast,
Someone was calling me along with I remember the sound of running cars,
Busses; in short the traffic was around,
Don't know how long I was there,
Suddenly I started feeling pressure above chest, A irritant liquid going down via nose.
My so approximate dead body woke up from rest, Everything was clear I was in a hospital,
Two doctors were around me; one of them holding a mini sized bottle, At that time chest pain and headache was hitting hard,
Doctor was taking to my dad and uncle ,
I was on the bed thinking what was the trouble,
After twenty to thirty minutes I was discharged, Dad bought me a chocolate bar,
It was one of the weird life experiences and duration time was about a hour.

You have the type of beauty that will never fade,
Because it comes  from deep inside your amazing spirit!

You fill my heart
And other things
And make me feel
Like I have wings
And when you spin me around on the dance floor
I fly