No good
Like a rotten apple
Feeling worthless
Feeling stupid
Why can't I do anything right?
I just wasn't worthy
So I take this paint brush
Put it to my wrist
I think of all the things you've said.
The good and the bad..
I don't end it I just have no choice but to be sad..

Between laughter and gentle hugs,
she hands you hatred and envy in a platter.
And screams above everything else,
and you promise yourself you won't turn out to be like her.
Between long conversations about life and love,
she springs out hurt and dissatisfaction.
And unhealed wounds  that leave scars and you promise again that you won't turn out to be like her.
Between braids and sweaty palms,
She gives you judgement and mistrust.
And silent tears that will haunt you forever and you promise once more that you won't turn out to be like her.
Between love and smiles,
You hand her hatred and envy in a platter.
And screams above everything else and you realize this time,
You turned out to be just like her.

When a note becomes music
Through your ears it fills the mind
A vibration of endless wonder
A fulfillment of every kind

An elation of peace
From old unto youth
A remedy for dis ease
A breath of eternal truth

Twisting and turning on the road
of life, we met, loved, argued and
loved again

We've travelled many roads prior
to meeting and found our way to
one another... no gps required

With in the legend of any map
contains the codes to decipher
how to interpret the map

Strengthening understanding
of ones self and adversary is
essential and necessary.