You saw to that, I'd never stray.
Now everything's tumbling like cards.

Your kisses, were they for naught?
I mean, how could you?

Didn't we promise to grow old together?
Did the sweat of your brow on mine mean nothing?

On this hot asphalt. I'm left alone.
The dissociative identity kicks in and I'm struggling to remind myself why I'm here.

honey it was over before it began
he's so much better.
blame me if you must but know you started the clock.
whatever you feel now you deserve it.

Ah yes. I see it now.
The smokey-eyed stranger.
A scent of days long past.
Soft sounds of lapping water on my feet.
A cloth yet to be stained.
The book that was never read.

and you have no right, love.
shame in grey, shame in color.
you don't deserve love.
the clarions scream and you love in technicolor.
come back again when you can come up here once and for all.
wake up. wake up.

***** it, forgot my pills again.

How long do I have to bottle it in?
I've got to wait till I'm by myself again.
To many people around.
I cry in silence not even a sound.
I've hated myself for a long time.
Losing everything I don't even know whats mine.
I've watched women jump to fast,
Breaks my heart because where was the feelings?
To be honest, no one really has my back.
Poison and toxic **** is all I'm receiving.
I wish I didn't cry alone so much
I hate looking at my own reflection
To all of you who can change their feelings so quick.... i wish I had that perfection
They say time a magic thing
But who really gives a **** about one human being?