I learn to dance with the wind.
I learn to scream out loud.
I learn to write down my illusions;
And I learn listen with my heart.

But why is it so hard
To be the one who lives the life
In chaos?
And why is it so hard to live the life
In utter solitude?

I am in confusion on what to live.
But then again i realize,i live them both
Which makes it even harder.
I am not prepared.

I am not prepared
For the world's rising waves.
The waves, that will sooner crash
Unto my sleepless soul.

I'll wake up soaked with my own dreams,
Or should I say,nightmares masked by my daydreams.
I walk the shore of obscurity,
And I fly the depths of my world.

I'll drown myself in a cheap bottle of wine,
And I'll fall asleep on the sight of glimmering reflection of water.
I'll loose myself in the sound of music
And leave trails of obvious insanity.

This insanity  is my remedy.
Aside from the cruel world I live.
I dive into to water without second thoughts
I am chaotically peaceful.

Everybody wanted to fly.
                    To all my people always wanted to try.
We wanted to see the world that lies beaneath us.
                     They wanted to feel how it was.
I have cherished you for so long my darling
                     But you came to leave without a warning.
Slowly without anybody watching
                     Although that was what you thought,Clearly I was crying.
My my,how beautiful was to be on top of everything
                     Feel the cool air on your skin,that was rushing.
The veins that savored every blood that passed
                     Just like the woman in the car whose car just crashed.
Adrenaline spreading all over my body is inevitable.
                     Like the past is just unalterable.
We always wanted to see the world's vulnerability
                     So they flew away,taking themselves a man's superiority.

Oh, little blind girl
who I used to be,
tell me now
what is it that I see?

Oh, little blind girl
so little and so bright
why did you leave me
without a single fight?

Oh, little blind girl
why has it been so long,
since you've decided
to write another song?

Oh, little blind girl
what is it that I've done,
to make you hide
why did you run?

Oh, little blind girl
who can now see
where are you at
inside of me?