Like a match
You started the fire
Like a moth
You found the flame

Like a virus
You spread through me
Like an idiot
You thought you knew me

You broke my heart
You crushed me

Then you sat around
And toyed with me

Showed me off to your friends
A trophy to your buddies

Then you threw me out
To the street with my love

You liked to see me down
Listened to my pain

Then you saw who I had found
And you lost your way

You realized that I wasn't afraid
You knew I had someone better

Then you ran to find her
Someone to fill the void I left

You couldn't stay faithful
Not them and not to me

And when you realize the truth
The fact that you're a failure

You'll forget who was your savior
You'll have not another favor

Then you'll sit all alone
No mercy will you be shown

Rip, scream
Tear at my skin

Bathing
In the blood
Of my friends

Open my eyes
Take it all in

The sight
Of the bodies
All mutilated

I...me?
Was it me?

The one
Who caused it
All these fatalities?

No, not me
The Ambien

I was out
Asleep on it
My medication

So, I'm ok
Innocent?

But look
I'm drenched
In their blood

I'm a mess
A beast at best

I did it
Slit their throats
And killed them all

You might have stolen my trust
But you didn't drain my strength
You couldn't if you tried

You might have broken my heart
But you didn't tame my spirit
You wouldn't know how

You might have left me damaged
But you couldn't ever shatter me
You never knew my pieces

It's as if the summer never came
A cold winter storm
And according to you
I was to blame

It's as though the world covered in snow
An icebox heater
And according to you
I should know

It's like a mountainous glacier settled
Our hearts buried beneath
And according to you
I'm who melted

It's as though your soul froze me out
A cold, burning hailstone
And according to me
It's your turn to pout

It's nice
The way you run your hands over me

It's cute
The way you explore my body

It's great
The way you move inside of me

I miss the way
You said my name
I miss they way
You'd comfort me

I miss the way
You'd brush my hair
I miss the way
You'd protect me

I miss the way
You used to be
I miss having
My Father

And when we met
I fell in love
And when I strayed away
I became empty
And when I saw you cared
I broke down
And when you said it hurt
I changed forever
And when you walked out
I lost the best part of me