"tabacco" poems
Moonshine drinking
Pork rind eatin
Deer hunting
women chasing
tabacco chewing
Bass fishing
Rebel flag wavin
Pick up truck driving
Redneck!!
Nov 3, 2013
Nov 3, 2013 at 12:45 AM UTC
im switchin back n forth from the past to present like time is stretching and my mind is elastic
im trapped inside a casket siftin through my brothers, mothers and cousins ashes
they keep metal chains wrapped around my ankles and wrists like i am natural born savage,
padded room and straight jacket, psychosis like you cant imagine,
icicles dripping off the ticking of the clock, tears dripping down the wall like molasses,
swervin in my kayak cuz im addicted to liquor and tabacco,
crystal **** crack and smack from the invasion
forcing Russian Orthodox as my baptism,
certificate of indian blood 25 percent Aleutiq,
but im down with any Eyak, Yupiq, Tlingkit, Haidan, or Athabaskan,
i speak english cuz they stole the native tongue from my Grandma and my Grandpa,
trying to paint a picture of the mask that ive been wearing as i stare at my reflection,
all i see is that i am just another average cold blooded alaskan
Sep 1, 2015
Sep 1, 2015 at 8:59 PM UTC
Dark Posters of Skeleton Brides
Video Game pings, and Overflowing Drinks
As Unusual People lay on Hand Me Down Couches
with Tobacco strewn all over my Mom's Old Coffee Table
Barely Voices , No Conversation. Just
BOOM, BOOM BOOM! before I sing aloud
Screams of Joy, "Traplawd Rules"
Kisses on my Nose, Giggling a Little too Loud
Laughter Proceeds Coughing, Funny girly high kicks
***** Get Drunk"* They tell me, Ah the friends I have
Ragged Carpets over Soft Broken Love Seats
Rough Tobacco stuffed Into Cigarette Tubes
as He Softly Kisses my Arm
**** stubble, tattooed skin**
***** Stings, Tabacco burns
Leaving even Baked Goods with a Smokey Flavor
Oct 22, 2014
Oct 22, 2014 at 5:53 PM UTC
You were not a breath of fresh air
you were the choking
of sadness infused
smoking
in every room
tabacco stained fingers
left marks on every table top
and top to bottom the house was so
dust filled
that you had killed
all ******* signs of life
the room was rife
with scents of her and no sense
of morality
you just turned to see
but choked every good growing gracious thing out of me
you don’t hear any noise anymore
lost my voice
somewhere on the floor with her
underwear and
everywhere there’s
another girl’s hair
strands and hair bands
and when I close my eyes it’s her hands
touching your shoulder blades
and the concaves
of your collar bones and
clean clothes
and it’s so clear that when I’m here
she gloats because her hands
have become your hands
and now they’re wrapped around my throat
And so when she chokes
You choke
And I-
Sep 26, 2014
Sep 26, 2014 at 7:52 PM UTC
I've come to realize that your not from this town
You are some long place away
The trash that I live in
I walk the streets
or drive my car
I know all the drug dealers
And all of them know me.
All the hippie guys
who are stuck on some concept
smoke ****
eat shrooms
become god
kinda concept
All the rednecks
Trucks and Jeans
tabacco spit
This trash town
that I love so much
the gas stations
at midnight
we are lost as can be
but what does it matter
when you aren't here
you're in some far town
across years of rain soaked highways
bright headlights
miles
Oct 24, 2011
Oct 24, 2011 at 11:18 PM UTC
Rolling words, like ***** tires
asphalt slabs, wasted hours,
Nights alone, feels like home,
you were never very good to me.
Broken plastic, phony dreams
pipe tabacco, cracking seams,
slower step, promise kept,
you were always my summertime.
Sparks have faded, ashes cold
gates left open, secrets told
too late to talk, let's just walk
things are easier once I get high.
Wait for winter, wait for rain
or fall forever, ease the pain
too many ropes, it's all a joke
*you broke my ******* heart though.*
Pull together, shrug the want
friends don't know, friends still taunt
you will break me, you won't save me
No one knows how many times I've tried to die.
But it gets better, so they say,
when he held my hand things felt okay
people leave, hearts greave
I've never been so good with changes
Skys are bluer, my heart is sad
you're doing good, and I am glad
but it hurts to know, you're glad to go
Like you forgot we promised forever
May 25, 2013
May 25, 2013 at 11:53 PM UTC
Life lessons are stockpiled in my pantry,
I think of them as I look out of my front window.
The sweet smell of tabacco lifts from my pipe,
reminding me of times of naivety.
Laughter, my only defense from most of the deeds I committed.
It comforts me to know that even in my youth,
I knew I would laugh at myself for things I've done
Oh to be blinded by young love.
The strip of grey in my beard excites me,
They say with age comes wisdom,
I would venture to say not all of the old are wise.
For with life comes wisdom, and too many watched it pass.
To be loved right,
I am most thankful for this,
In youth we tried so hard to love,
Neither of us knowing how, these things dont just come to you.
Pain always came of our scholastic journey.
I look forward to what lies ahead,
I have at least lived enough to know,
I never knew,
To accept that, was my greatest accomplishment.
Nov 4, 2011
Nov 4, 2011 at 10:41 AM UTC
1. You smelt like cheap aftershave and you smoked a packet a day. I didn't want to hold your hand but you made me. I washed my sheets 3 times after you left but I still couldn't get your stench out of my room.
2. You're probably still my favourite. Our hands fitted perfectly together but you made absolutely no effort to visit and I couldn't deal with that.
3. You were too clingy and at first it was okay but you quickly became a leech and you ****** all of the goodness out of me.
4. Thank you for helping me realise there's more to life than love. You were the greatest thing I never had.
5. You tasted like stale tabacco and when we kissed it wasn't real enough. You were quick to touch my skin but your fingers lingered over my heart.
6. Im sorry for leaving you when you needed me the most. But you had no substance, you were meaningless and I couldn't provide you with a reason to exist.
7. Your touch was like a shot of ****** I instantly wanted more. I craved you when you weren't near.
8. I hated your tattoo. It was cheap and nasty and didn't represent you very well. You were weak and you drunk gin like it was water and your mother made the best apple pie I ever tasted.
9. I would of married you. But you were too competitive. I didn't want to spend my entire life chasing you around the house because you were scared to sit still incase you put on more weight than me.
10. You were like the snow. Ice cold, but sometimes you melted and you were a complete ******* mess.
May 27, 2014
May 27, 2014 at 10:33 PM UTC
I don't want to drink,
I don't want to wake up with demons crashing in my skull.
Mouth tasting like Black Death from torched tabacco.
Muscles feel like mud and I can barely raise my hand to wipe the **** out of my eyes.
I wonder how the **** I ended up in this all to familiar place, but here I am.
Not again, never again.
I don't want these devil thoughts in my mind.
Dragging me down to wear you feel like a proper piece of ****
Stay away, let the sun come warm these bones.
Let the trees and grass heal this broken spirit.
But wait, one drink.
Ok just one.
Oct 27, 2014
Oct 27, 2014 at 2:43 PM UTC
for a barrel
of *** and some
tabacco leafs
and the
Christain Bible
the Caucasians
have taken
the light
from
the People of
Color
Now
a
dead race
called
The *****
Sep 20, 2014
Sep 20, 2014 at 10:41 PM UTC
under this grey suburban sky
thunders rolling as rocks and drums
then silence in concrete transit spaces
although wild beats inside our veins
hunting scenes and escapes in vain
taste of honey and salt on your teeth
prey predators and carnival masks
smiles dreams feasts fire tears
running water
silence and lightning
remote storms
gentle breeze
essences and perfumes
tobacco leather cinnamon and ashes
smells of life
and skin
it's time to go home
home where we will recall
every flavor
every hug
every drop of dew
every smile and every single tear
their true meaning
and we will ask ourselves
why?
why have we ever parted from our heart?
................
sotto questo grigio cielo suburbano
tuoni che rotolano come pietre e tamburi
poi silenzio in spazi di transito di asfalto e cemento
anche se il selvatico batte nelle nostre vene
scene di caccia e fughe invano
sapore di miele e sale sui denti
prede predatori e maschere di carnevale
sorrisi sogni feste lacrime
acqua corrente
silenzio e fulmini
tempeste remote
e brezza leggera
essenze e profumi
tabacco cuoio cannella e cenere
odori di vita
e di pelle
è ora di tornare a casa
casa dove ricorderemo
ogni sapore
ogni abbraccio
ogni goccia di rugiada
ogni sorriso e ogni singola lacrima
il loro vero significato
e ci chiederemo
perché?
perché mai ci siamo separati dal nostro cuore?
Sep 4, 2018
Sep 4, 2018 at 3:31 AM UTC
After you I guess I'll end it...
Breath by breath
A slow, yet certain end,..
Slow suicide
I'll use tabacco...
Oct 6, 2014
Oct 6, 2014 at 10:22 PM UTC