30 years of this and that
tea with cream and sugah please

the dress has changed
the color soft, the
panther walk returns

butchered biscuits sweet jam too
cautious crouch she roams the room
sitting perched a chatty chair
his cage lair fare

framing faces firelight
white glove distance dynamite
sippin heated cognac tea
they just gotta believe

speechless curtains cooling flames
she's easing into her humanity

dust drawn ellipsis sputter crack
his arm he almost reaches out
his meteorific muse starlight shade

conceptual covers commence
subtle surprise he's sittin sidetracked
his design devised,  his
pipe dream purring panther

I accidentally spoke with you today
I thought you had lost the power
to make me feel this way.

Both good and bad- just high and low
confused about feelings
I don't even know.

Okay....so you were able to walk away
able not to stop and say
"Thank you for the effort you made"

So....it was easier to turn your cold
shoulder from me, even though
mine was the greatest love
you could ever know.

If you could do it again, what would you change?
Never-mind sugah' you can't rearrange
the pattern of hurt you have lain.

Yeah.... I'll go on living, your space a throne
lonely of all but what you've shown;
memories that fade as time slips on.

I still miss you at the end of day
and truly believe there is a way
we will meet again some momentous day.

lips trembling _ veiled heart

channeling my future

i want _ will part

although my soul _ enraptured

wont be your secret wifey

sleepin' alone _ you frontin'

we down _ but i'm sugah free

leavin' my thirst _ wantin'

trapped in your afflictions

unleashin' my_ fear

no longer addicted

my mind _ crystal clear

tryin' to maintain _ pretend

i'm fine _ it's a good situation

inside my mind _ we end

you _ are infatuation

your on notice now

mind on a mission

my spirit wont allow

the flesh _ submission

taking off the chains

removing that *** bind

and whatever remains

will be impossible to find

Fall