Deeply disturbed 
That is what my life is
How I switch from obsessions 
To obsessions
And so I fear this will be me

No mater how high my ladder will go up
I'd just come back down and start anew 
That's me I geuse
For better or worse

But know this if nouthing else 
You are not an obsession for me
That will end any time now
You are apart of me
For evermore
I will strees about you
How you seem to see all I hid
How you know who I am
No mater what is perceived

I will strees on the fact I can never say
How I feel 
Unless I write 
So take these word and keep them safe
Because are my forever obsession

Shower of hell pours down into your being.

You cast others as dust to your kind of soul.

Shallow stains with only pity.

Ye hold no hate raft only take its place.

You do know you are of strange depitions.

So be kind, and not too overly stern for you shall seek love of beauty.

Death is a font in style with harsh structure.

Huge door, like sentences knock down your barriers let the pure light Pierce threw.

And you will become of some thang new.

Until this day, you are meaner, than a stage full of people with a mild cast of rage.

Sad tears flood, your place you need a life saver yet you shrug at that too.

I met you last summer and you where kind and polite.

Now you are meaner, and denser than effects can construct.

So I'll ask what made you this way?

Was it the death, of your friend that took his life by the "knife blood driping" down as a mother pulls it out.

The fog of that very moment hazed your light.

Now you persit to overwhelm your life with your own made strees.

Yes it was that I miss his friend ship.

Neck Around My Throat,
Temperature Is Cold,
Stepping Off This Bucket,
**** It Motions Slow,
If I'm Suffocating Staying,
It's Over Due To Go
Home Where Is That,
Family, Friends What Are Those,
Everybody's Comes,
& Everybody Goes
Who The **** Is Real,
I Don't Even ******* Know,
I'm Cussing Cos My Gums
Gushing From Discussion,
The Rush Is Something,
A Short Video,
No Letter In My Lonely Sweater,
That Tongue Is See Between Your Teeth
Keep It Squeezed,
Don't Speak To Me,
Advice Is Yours All Of It
Yes Of Course,
Heres A Napkin IF You Choke,
Swallow It,
I Guess It's Strees
Or Poetic Solitude,
Reptilian Reality,
On An Alley Of Ralley & Talley,
It Will Follow You,
Wheres A Hug Full Of Meaning,
That Words Can't Express,
Why Are You New Age Folks,
Invoking Holy Potions By How You Dress,
When Your Heart Isnt In Alignment With Your Assignment
Just Cos Your Wrapped In Dreads, Publically Pray To Dead,
Look The Part, But Far From Smart,
Same Vocab, That The Masters Use,
I Only Know What I Don't Read,
& That's The Truth,
If I Don't Finish Swiha,
**** It Yall, Yehaw
Cos I Feel Tension, I But I Won't Mention,
Who Needs To Benched In,
Yall Thirsty For Applause,
Your Closet Is Quenching,
Dress Code, & A Good Look,
Sitting Sipping Tea With A Good Book,
When Your Not As Deep As The Level Be,
To Fix ****,
Don't Question Me,
What The **** Does That Bring,
Ive Seen The Darkest Of Faces,
Alien Emotions , I'm a Part From These Races,
The Reason We Cant Come Together,
Is Cos You Fakes Wont Embrace,
Saying **** Like 1 Love,
Yet Still Your Mind Judgemental & Stuck Up
Shut The **** Up,
I Can Take It,
New Age Hoes,
In Tights And Colored Rain Bows,
Naked Leaking Like Rain Shows,
The Pain Goes,
Deeper Than You ******* Know,
I'm From Where Angels Space,
Is NOt A Human Thing,
Why The **** Am I Stuck IN A Human Being,
I Call Your Cells & What The Hell,
You Just Let It Ring,
When You See Me In The Hall, Way,
& Say Hey Kato,
I Won't Respond,
Cos I'm A Song,
Swan , Exposing Fables,
Occultic With Deepest Doors,
Reality Is About To Be Fatality
The End Times Are Coming,
& I Won't Owe No Hell To Pay,
Okay , I'm Sailing Away From All You
Wake The **** Up World ,

It seems like a weight, wrapped in your heart.
It shouldn't have happened, but now plays a part.
Feeling so tiny, alone and confused.
By your own conscience, you're  hurt and abused.
Pile on the strees, add to the fear.
Let the idea sink in and adhere.
Pray for some guidance, pray for the love.
Do not lose the one who comes from above.

the trees stand so tall
golden tears have been shed
the glossy rain-washed strees
winter has its grib
from grey deep to pale
silhouettes of blackish-green
light up
the snowy mountain peaks
were the dream
of every child
lays

Let me tell you... What is in my heart..
With the word of hi... We begin and then we start...
Initial state was fine... With a word and a coffee ...lovely we dine...
Shine in the morning... Late till the night..
We talk and chat.. And that was right...

Though the word was sweet... My Tears run by ....
Though the thought flowed... My mind goes mild...
Your cherished moment is now a thorn..
Your the only reason of my mourn....
.

Lie lies your filty word flies...
No nice my heart isn't ice...
Go lies... I hate your cries...
Fly your memories flies...

How love of mine..
It's like a song and a wine..
That sometime shine....
When you needed  a time...

Old song that we sang on a lonely way, in a lonely days..
The words that you say.. And your shoulder where my head lays...

Like a tree in the midst.,
Midst among the trees.
Like a bird in the midst...
Midst in the trees    ..
All season went by....
With your love lose mind  
Now I feel a dumb in your strees...
Like a bird with an empty nest...



.....Thank you....

You

I wonder what you are
You are a pressure a load or a strees trying to tear my heart into two

You i wonder why you try to **** me !!!**** me by suppresing me to much thinking
You !!!You!!You! Were you made to come and finish me

Your body scent smells in my nose hundreds of kilometres away your tiny waist figures in my mind throght the day

Your  unique face roams in the field of my brain

You you were you born to depress me?

A natural so blees of strees
Nuture is the dominate theme of my life
But I strengthen to know the truth
A blessing from phere,I thougt
Would I think of animal,while my wonderlust emotion-heart sroll.

Tale cover my den,and I feel kept under the shadow of love,yet
I felt uncomfortable ,then I crept
To nature,blomsson flower death
You by sultry of the sun

This tonic my tanttering heart
And I felt questioning my arms
To form a new enternity ,maight I met with  doom in  peace

Then why
Why had it be this cardboard having no house to house themselves
This looks outlandish to all my mate
For me, setting at a window next to my doom
The outré of echo overawe me among the nature.

I have an onus that is opaque to satisfy my life to love
Whole, I opprobrious my love for nature
And I say to love is not love is life
And I say to nature is not but to be nature

I optizime  opt for nature for it is a ormolu orb
But for love is ostensible oust for ostentation.
I honker to live, and die in peace as nature does.