"shakeable" poems
bird of joy forgot to pass by
atleast to come say hi
behid every loud laugh
is long cry
or a cold heart
were a bird of joy is dead
died with silence
without any realization or recognition
maybe cause of the given hard mission
it was un breakable un shakeable
new birds are still born
let our nest bloom to their wants
to get them breading and growing in there.
Nov 26, 2016
Nov 26, 2016 at 3:42 AM UTC
I'm missing the smell of sunscreen splattered in white blotches across my wind chapped cheeks, that will soon blend in with the snow
I'm missing the three layers of socks I yank on and stuffing my boots with shakeable hand warmers because my toes always freeze
I miss the sound of heel toe heel toe heel toe as the hard plastic boots click against grated metal stairs down to the buses
I miss the smell of hot chocolate and barbecue in the air and snow flurries tenderly kiss my face floating downwards
I miss the sound of the chair lifts thud thud thud and clicking my skis together to shake off the fresh powder that has accumulated
I miss the sound of my poles hitting each other accidentally, and the dots they make in fresh champagne powder between the glades
I miss the feeling of relief when I ski into the four points lodge by sunshine peak and grab a cafeteria trey and get my usual macaroni and cheese
I miss the feeling of watching snow flurries melt as they land inside my hot chocolate that tastes cheap and watery but so warm
I miss singing songs on the lifts, especially the quads, and deciding which runs to do next, black blue or green?
I miss saying mountain words like "elk head, jackrabbit, slopes, hockey stop, sunshine express, morningside, storm peak, thunder- head" the list goes on
I miss feeling completely at home in a helmet, huge goggles, fleece chilis and a ski jumper
I miss Steamboat, I miss skiing, I can't wait for this year.
Nov 10, 2015
Nov 10, 2015 at 9:56 AM UTC
panting for air,
running to nowhere
out of breath,
still trying to dig what's underneath
what's left is longing,
a soul seeking,
a mind wandering
let hearts be hurting
after the sorrow and tears
laying down walls and fears
let the fragile heart break
let the shakeable shake
no more trails of fake and ache
wait 'til the void opens
the emptiness awakens
beauty in nothing,
space for new fillings
throwing what's rotting
no longer chasing
finally, resting and stopping
Sep 8, 2020
Sep 8, 2020 at 7:24 AM UTC
i read what i wrote and i just feel stupid. i feel as if i'm careening through life and no amount of thought will help me gain control. this is new. i am new. but what can i do? no amount of thought seems to heal. because i am lost. lost in the wild and theres no one looking for me anymore. time just moves. and i stand still.
i was in love with the world through someone else's eyes.
so here i stand. rooted, yet shakeable. looking for the answers. waiting for the answers.
knowing, i'll never know they're sweet sound in my ear, or the peace they might provide me.
dear sweet woman, i lost my leaves in the earthquake... now i am naked and cold. why stand under me? i can not give you the protection you seek. i do love you though, as i love all things of the night.
Aug 13, 2010
Aug 13, 2010 at 2:24 AM UTC