"oragami" poems
Motion makes me homesick, home makes me motion-sick.
I've seen some **** you wouldn't believe in the past month of my young life
I'm happy.
Makes me want more.
I want Guatemala
I want Nepal
I want the States by trains and motorcycles.
I want to make something tall enough to shake hands with god and strong enough to last to the ends of the earth
Or longer.
I want to give the world back all I've taken from it and all the damage I've done.
And then I want to do more.
I want to start a revolution,
live on a farm,
paint a mural,
play a symphony,
shake hands with the Dalai Lama,
write a book,
and be home in time for dinner.
I want to fold a thousand and one oragami cranes and set them free from space and while they float down to Mauritania and Portugal, to Argentina and Cambodia
I want to wish for a reset button.
Not to use right away, but just in case **** gets out of hand.
So we've got a backup plan.
I want to sit in my old age looking down that darkened tunnel and see my own birth pass before my eyes.
I want to embrace infinity without soreness or shortcomings,
without excuses or refusals
I want to watch the universe collapse back in on itself and be part of everything at once.
I want more than I can handle.
I guess that means I'm young.
Oct 24, 2013
Oct 24, 2013 at 1:28 AM UTC
:Ignite
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SToP:
Lemme seizure
perception
knowledge is a question
asked in reflection
yup, such a simple inception
but we all get caught up while we messin
learning earth's sacred lessons
What now though?
Identity//beheaded
Grey ghost, unleaded
got odds like Yudhistira so
we betted our :/:
ego:: we had to shed it
problem:: we known to vet it
poison:: we GOTTA **** it
old skin:: WE SHED THAT TOO
Known to fold my body like oragami
quiet uprising you call call me ghandi
preach non-violence
practice samadhi
Principly Primal
powerful and bridal
*** in more dimensions
the many armed eater of time holding on like I'm ******* kali
wannabe-Ascetic, dreaded, wandering in the right line,
posture asuna-siva, like I'm ******* Kali, See time as convex
atman = brahman
means I'm God Complex
Every day set fire to myself like Sati
Go ash to mouth
and make myself rise
like a phoneix
Apr 25, 2016
Apr 25, 2016 at 12:18 PM UTC
I can’t be delicate,
small, sad-looking and innerly folding,
my legs will never oragami-fold themselves
over my tired tired fat chest .
I am blessed to be big, though
my *** is a curse, how it juts and forces
itself to be known by peoples’ eyes and
rudely introduces itself to chairs, knick knacks,
anything unfortunate enough to exist
within its gargantuan wake .
I am blessed to be huge but small,
I am blessed to warmly ******* and spill
my flesh over everything I touch & taste;
I am forced to give myself up to
the world, to give my huge body up as
comfort to the multitudes of humans
I love and crave and want and dream up
because they will never find me small and cowered,
will never offer their bodies
to comfort mine, assuming instead that
my huge warmth can sustain its
own flame .
My own body can’t contain the
sad swells and lovely lakes that surge
and bash against its own hide --- - ---
that’s why my stretch marks
leak and tendril their way
around my arms,
my belly folds,
my underloved thighs,
and I wonder why we both want
to tender my fire
to a low smolder
and let it fade out
do we
think that trees with thick
lush, curved and pink
foliage are somehow
whole-er
than trees with paperthin leaves?
my bark still craves
the sun, which sometimes
comes in the form
of human flesh
Nov 8, 2016
Nov 8, 2016 at 3:23 PM UTC
Under your door
While you crept
Toward the edge
Of consciousness
I hand delivered a message
Finely creased
Highest quality pulp
Atop which I wrote
"I love you."
I never signed it
It fact
It took me ten years
To climb the stairs
I hope it finds you grumpy
As you always are
When the sun is breaching
Our horizon
And you think
"what is this
Wonderful paper on my
GO AWAY mat?"
Coffee in hand
You unfold oragami love
Smile
Go back to bed
You'll find me though
Fingerprints
Bloodhounds
Private ****
Only to reply
With a knife
to my bare chest
"I hate your guts."
May 29, 2013
May 29, 2013 at 1:11 AM UTC
Abandoning hope and adopting curiosity
Is a love interest without love
Like shooting yourself in the mirror
The glass shatters but you're likely to find your reflection again in another mirror you'll shoot,
window you'll jump out of
or body of water you'll drown in.
Hope is mortal
and we're all playing god.
Reckless creation and destruction in the heat of passion
Paper thin skin constantly folding in on itself
Crinkling carbon
Oragami organisms
Blood is not meant for bleeding
It is meant for consuming
Destined for an ****
****** by the confusion of the organs it visits
The priest's lipstick
The junkie's subway
The soldier's collateral
The rotten egg
Glistening crimson
Hope is death and curiosity killed the cat.
But you're likely to find that cat again in another mirror you'll shoot,
Window you'll jump out of
Or body of water you'll drown in
Jan 17, 2018
Jan 17, 2018 at 3:58 PM UTC
Compose and ignore, synthesize and release. The only lie we've ever told repeated through clinched teeth. Oragami backbone has been replaced in the night. Jurisdictional cowards on display in aisle 5.
Jan 30, 2021
Jan 30, 2021 at 9:06 PM UTC
He sits
Contemplating the meaning,
Swinging on the spiral,
Until it all
Makes sense.
He screams,
Voices from every
Crevice of this Earth
Crave attention and
Beckon him.
He cries
Diamond tears from
Kyanite eyes as colors
Manifest in ways
Once unknown.
He stares
In awe of
The power the universe
Gifted to him
Through fear.
He recognizes
These paper walls,
This foil rooftop and
Questions it's lack
Of authenticity.
He feels
The comedown and
His conscience crash land,
But still, the
Changes remain.
He sits
Folding his mind
Into an oragami swan,
Hoping it won't
Fly away.
Mar 22, 2019
Mar 22, 2019 at 12:08 AM UTC