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amme Nov 2016
Skating on thin ice my whole life like a figureskater.
First price on sight but the stripes, resembles a broken picture.

A golddigger... Go figure.
Writing straight from my heart so every bar tender. I remember a night in december,
from a walk in the park to a shot in the dark, I wasnt that cleaver.
Pretended to be concious and smart but now the scars on my arms shows that Im a beginner.
Sober for 3 years yet addicted to your liquor.
Sparked my transmitter when ladys slipper fell off after our first dinner,
But I never knew cinderella was a heavy hitter.
Couldnt connect the dots so now im on the ground with seven stars above my head like I got hit with the big dipper.

PTSD...
But **** all the modesty, I just need honesty...
My writtens a blasphemy (blast for me) but I can't be myself anymore like broken prophecy so God,
accept my apology, beacuse there's a monster inside of me that produces sick thoughts like it knew biology.


Some might say im insane but **** my brain, my heart is always by my side. Deranged thoughts but love tells me when its a lie.
So stay in my lane and embrace the fact that we all are going to die or live to busy and miss the heartbeat that takes you to the otherside.
carminayasmin Apr 2018
he dug gold,
fresh out of her heart
until her bones were left shrivelling,
bericaded completely
by stenching coal.

her mines grow empty,
though he returns on a blue moon
in attemp to shovel out any last morsels.
clinging onto their cave by bare strength.
9 April
I used to be a fool,
thinking I could live on love.

But it seems you need some Dinero, 
If you wanna rise above. 

Silk suits and Bentleys 
don't grow on trees. 

And the ladies always prefer
The guys with the money.

Now I ain't sayin she's a Golddigger,
But Kayne said it best, 
She ain't messin with no broke N---a's.

He said it not me, 
So cut me some slack,
let's finish the story.

I used to believe
I could live on love.

I used to believe, 
Love is all you need.

Lennon said, That Baby!

I used to believe I could live on love.

But then I met you!

I used to believe, 
I could live on love.

But now!

Now I know!

"Baby it's True!!!"
(Just a fool Living on Love)
Thanks for the title Anais.
Johnny Noiπ Jun 2018
BILD-Lilli doll [                            ], (             );
Type:         Dolls/Action Figures
Inventor:         Max Weisbrodt
Company: Greiner & Hausser Gmbh
Country:         Germany [                      ]
Availability: August 12, 1955–1964
The Bild Lilli doll was a German fashion doll
launched on August 12, 1955 and produced
until 1964. Its design was  
  based on the comic-strip
character Lilli, created by            Reinhard Beuthien
for the German tabloid newspaper Bild.
The doll made of polystyrene                             came in two sizes,
and had                              an available wardrobe of 1950s fashion.
The Lilli doll was the direct      inspiration for Mattel
co-founder Ruth Handler's creation of the Barbie doll.
Production of the Bild Lilli doll ceased
after Mattel bought the copyright -
Lilli was a German cartoon character
created by Reinhard Beuthien for the
German tabloid Bild.       In 1953 the newspaper
decided to market a    Lilli doll and contacted
Max Weissbrodt of the toy company O&M
Hausser in Neustadt bei Coburg. Weissbrot
designed a prototype doll based on        Beuthien's
cartoons, which was sold from 1955         to 1964;
that year Mattel                        acquired               the rights
to the doll          and German                production stopped.
Approximately 130,000 were produced.         [Barbie has German roots]
Today Lilli is a collector's    piece and commands
                       prices up to several thousand euros,
depending on condition,   packaging, and clothes.

Ordered to draw a "filler"        cartoon for the June 24, 1952,
            inaugural issue of Bild, Reinhard Beuthien
         drew an unruly baby; his editor disliked it,
so he adapted the                      drawing into a ****
pony-tailed blonde sitting in a fortune-teller's tent.
She was asking,                                              "Can't you give me the name
and address of this                                           tall,      handsome, rich man?"

The cartoon was an immediate (        ) success and
             became a daily feature;

Lilli was post-war,      sassy and ambitious,
     "a golddigger,                          exhibitionist    & ******".
The cartoon always                      consisted of a picture of   [Lilli talking],
      while dressed or undressed in a provocative      manner
that                      showed off              her figure, usually to girlfriends,
boyfriends, or her boss.                      To a policeman
who told her                                        that two-piece swimsuits
are banned in the street:                        "Oh, and in your opinion,
                                                                ­what part should I take off?"

                                  The last Lilli cartoon appeared on January 5, 1961.

Several toy companies (mainly in Hong Kong)
produced dolls resembling Bild Lilli,
          [Marilyn Monroe, Brigitte Bardot                      & Sophia Loren were the                popular image  of the Modern
     Bombshell replacing the more chaste Sandra Dee
     & Doris Day & even            
     Audrey & Kate   Hepburn
                                        (****** ideals o f the Depression-Era generation)]
some from purchased original molds.
Also in Spain,                      Muñecas FEJ (Guillen y Vicedo)
copied the molds                      and made a very similar doll,
but with darker skin, larger *******,   white hoop       earrings,  articulated waist & painted on snooch hair. However,        Spanish society
was extremely conservative  at the time            &  not ready
for such "****" dolls. Mothers
                     would not buy them
                        for their daughters                            and the manufacturer
                        had
                        to take them
   from the market.        

Mattel's Barbie doll, which (                   ) appeared in March 1959
                            [the last year Bettie Page posed for photographs],
        ******* magazine codified
        the quasi-teenage 'girl-next'door'; white-gloved
           **** giving handjobs in the backs of Buicks]
           thrice told tales of irrationality: Bell-Jars &    
           young mothers aborting Catholic Children                    -                 if                       they're Irish - the
          [the year a 16 year old girl
          was crowned Miss Beatnik in (                        ) Greenwich Village]
                       was based on Bild Lilli   [prototype
                for all future fembots;            programmed
                  w/ ****** functions              & a washable  
                  assortment                        of­ ****** parts]
    dolls that           co-founder Ruth Handler
had acquired                 in Hamburg. Barbie
           was made of softer plastic, |
wore less makeup, had paler skin,          &                                 the doll had rooted hair, several stylish (                  ) pairs of         shoes & [hard plastic snooch]     |         earrings—  apart from that she was a dead ringer for Lilli.
Infamous one Sep 2018
Not one to complain if it's not in my favor I don't care
Keep working hard going strong do what's right not into empowering evil deeds
Not buying into the wicked not one to cheat to win
Not into the cheaters a bunch of man eaters
Golddigger who claim the prize but did nothing
They don't deserve to be their stealing the credit
No more lies or buying into them
Cut me out talk bad out me you'll regret it
You decided to oppose me don't ask me for a favor forget it
Worked hard and sick still fighting to make it to the end
Someone get praised for doing nothing
While I do as much as possible not even acknowledged

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