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aldo kraas Oct 2023
Claudio
We don't see eye to eye
We have different opinion
About my will
I already done my will
And it is my money that
I work so hard for it
I will live to a charity
Yes they need it more
Than you and me
Claudio
You are already rich
And also very greedy
When it comes to money
Claudio
Money is your God
Claudio
I am very poor compared to
You
I am mining my own business
And I
wish that you would mind
Your own business
I won't leave a penny for
You when I die
I will leave it all to charity
I already made my mind
Mom  always told me that
You are worst than dad
Poor mother she must be
Spinning in her grave
I am very hurt when you
Talk to me about the will
You seem to have lost your
Mind
I am sorry to say that
Yes it is true Claudio
And I only speak the truth
Claudio I am a Christian
Claudio you are not a Christian
Also I always pray to my God
And It is  God that made us
With his holy hands
We are brothers
And we are made the
Same flesh
Today is mother's birthday
I can't get her out of my mind
But the good thing is that
I finally have freedom
I am happy to be living free
Here on earth
My friends are my family
And Canada is my home
For the last 43 years
Paul Butters Feb 2017
Dilly dally ****
Ranieri has now gone.
Sacked by the Leicester board:
Watch them wield that deadly sword.

He won the league last year,
Then made Leicester disappear.
Should have been given a chance
To win the Relegation Dance.

Vardy grabs an away goal at Seville
Then next news the manager is nil.
It was a very nasty shock,
So early in the turning of the clock.

Ungrateful and disloyal too,
Those owners haven’t got a clue.
Hard-nosed business it may be,
Whatever happened to that word “We”?

They should have built a statue in Claudio’s name:
He’ll still be blessed with endless fame.
I’ll leave you with this sorry thought:
Football’s no longer a proper sport.

Paul Butters
Began writing this at 4.30 AM. Was shocking news when it happened.
Nigel Morgan Jan 2014
Today has been a difficult day he thought, as there on his desk, finally, lay some evidence of his struggle with the music he was writing. Since early this morning he’d been backtracking, remembering the steps that had enabled him to write the entirely successful first movement. He was going over the traces, examining the clues that were there (somewhere) in his sketches and diary jottings. They always seem so disorganised these marks and words and graphics, but eventually a little clarity was revealed and he could hear and see the music for what it was. But what was it to become? He had a firm idea, but he didn’t know how to go about getting it onto the page. The second slow movement seemed as elusive today as ever it had been.

There was something intrinsically difficult about slow music, particularly slow music for strings. The instruments’ ability to sustain and make pitches and chords flow seamlessly into one another magnified every inconsistency of his part-writing technique and harmonic justification. Faster music, music that constantly moved and changed, was just so much easier. The errors disappeared before the ear could catch them.

Writing music that was slow in tempo, whose harmonic rhythm was measured and took its time, required a level of sustained thought that only silence and intense concentration made properly possible. His studio was far from silent (outside the traffic spat and roared) and today his concentration seemed at a particularly low ebb. He was modelling this music on a Vivaldi Concerto, No.6 from L’Estro Armonico. That collective title meant Harmonic Inspiration, and inspiring this collection of 12 concerti for strings certainly was. Bach reworked six of these concertos in a variety of ways.

He could imagine the affect of this music from that magical city of the sea, Venice, La Serenissima, appearing as a warm but fresh wind of harmony and invention across those early, usually handwritten scores. Bach’s predecessors, Schutz and Schein had travelled to Venice and studied under the Gabrielis and later the maestro himself, Claudio Monteverdi. But for Bach the limitations of his situation, without such patronage enjoyed by earlier generations, made such journeying impossible. At twenty he did travel on foot from Arnstadt to Lubeck, some 250 miles, to experience the ***** improvisations of Dietriche Buxtehude, and stayed some three months to copy Buxtehude’s scores, managing to avoid the temptation of his daughter who, it was said, ‘went with the post’ on the Kapelmeister’s retirement. Handel’s visit to Buxtehude lasted twenty-four hours. To go to Italy? No. For Bach it was not to be.

But for this present day composer he had been to Italy, and his piece was to be his memory of Venice in the dark, sea-damp days of November when the acqua alta pursued its inhabitants (and all those tourists) about the city calles. No matter if the weather had been bad, it had been an arresting experience, and he enjoyed recovering the differing qualities of it in unguarded moments, usually when walking, because in Venice one walked, because that was how the city revealed itself despite the advice of John Ruskin and later Jan Morris who reckoned you had to have your own boat to properly experience this almost floating city.

As he chipped away at this unforgiving rock of a second movement he suddenly recalled that today was the first day of Epiphany, and in Venice the peculiar festival of La Befana. A strange tale this, where according to the legend, the night before the Wise Men arrived at the manger they stopped at the shack of an old woman to ask directions. They invited her to come along but she replied that she was too busy. Then a shepherd asked her to join him but again she refused. Later that night, she saw a great light in the sky and decided to join the Wise Men and the shepherd bearing gifts that had belonged to her child who had died. She got lost and never found the manger. Now La Befana flies around on her broomstick each year on the 11th night, bringing gifts to children in hopes that she might find the Baby Jesus. Children hang their stockings on the evening of January 5 awaiting the visit of La Befana. Hmm, he thought, and today the gondoliers take part in a race dressed as old women, and with a broomstick stuck vertically as a mast from each boat. Ah, L’Epiphania.

Here in this English Cathedral city where our composer lived Epiphany was celebrated only by the presence of a crib of contemporary sculptured forms that for many years had never ceased to beguile him, had made him stop and wonder. And this morning on his way out from Morning Office he had stopped and knelt by the figures he had so often meditated upon, and noticed three gifts, a golden box, a glass dish of incense and a tiny carved cabinet of myrrh,  laid in front of the Christ Child.

Yes, he would think of his second movement as ‘L’Epiphania’. It would be full of quiet  and slow wonder, but like the tale of La Befana a searching piece with no conclusion except a seque into the final fast and spirited conclusion to the piece. His second movement would be a night piece, an interlude that spoke of the mystery of the Incarnation, of God becoming Man. That seemed rather ambitious, but he felt it was a worthy ambition nevertheless.
Kevin McSpadden Jul 2010
These stories contain a character so accurate,
so flawed,
so
beautiful that if any author tried to recreate him
or her, that person would be laughed off the stage.
Which,
excuse the sidenote,
probably means they are the only
genious in the room. The character is of course
you, and the answer is, of course…LOVE!
Now at this point I can see you are already fed up with me
and for that I understand.
I understand because of course
love is not the answer!
That lovey dovey *******
No, the real answer is even simpler.
Stories.
We live.
We Die.
We live and die for stories.
Love is how we should treat people.
To live one’s life
with as much love as possible
Your humble author included.
Love is Pandora’s hope.
Love is the elephant in the room of life.
Love is good.
Love is evil.
Love is death.
Love is life.
Love is not the reason for life.
We do not wake.
every morning searching for love.
We do.
wake every morning searching for.
stories.
Written naked. Maybe reading naked will help the read. just a thought.
One constant in my unremarkable life
The infinite ringing of tinnitus
Ignored by methods learned so long ago
I could not remember to teach them to you
Certainly not fail safe methods
With age it seems harder not to listen
And lament as it gets louder
Slowly, slowly, barely perceptibly
Louder
As through a screen I listen to things
From the dullest congressional hearing
To the most exquisite music
Of Gustav Mahler and Sigur Rós
I know there will come a day
I will not be able to dissect the intricacies of a randomly chosen Mahler symphony
Or appreciate the perfect bliss
Of Jónsi channeling angels
Breaking barriers, cerebral and ethereal
How will I remember this divine sound
When tinnitus masks the music of the spheres?
Will my memory ability do it justice?
Soon, oh graceful Lord, soon the curse will overshadow the blessing
And I will have to stand condemned of it being my own fault
It makes me want to cry when I say
I'll miss all music
For music has been the most trusted and reliable friend I've ever known
Sacrificed for what? Persistent ringing
But who knows, perhaps the tinnitus
Is to keep me from hearing the voices that accompany schizophrenia
Perhaps that's the sacrifice, the trade-off
Godsent music the price to keep insanity at bay
I must not think that way
Though my years are getting shorter
And tinnitus will surely claim my hearing sooner rather than later
I can't let myself feel guilty
For basking in the sonic waves of comfort
For playing Riceboy Sleeps again
Listening for the million musical noises
Floating around in the atmosphere like fire flies on a dark, humid summer night
There are recordings of ghosts on the record
I'm no para psychologist and I don't even believe in ghosts
But I swear I hear their mournful cries
Pianos in empty rooms
Simple melodies picked out by no hand at all
Sounds that cannot be identified
Pin ***** starlight shines pencil thin bright light beams
That show the moths and dustmites hanging from the air
Riceboy Sleeps you can wear like a cool coat or hide beneath like a sheet waiting for Answer Man to come get you
Stalling, stalling to keep you here until the absolute last minute
Something so strong that even tinnitus can never fail to steal it's otherworldly beauty
And though it's true I would choose Mahler over Sigur Rós and Jónsi/Alex
To be stuck on that desert island with
It's only because I think his symphonies would be better tools against boredom, so complex and intricate they are
I could live 50 more years and still not have heard what waits in his symphonies
Jónsi's voice is carved on my heart
I take it with me everywhere I go
I will never lose it
It is indeed part of me, even as it grows in it's mythology
Jónsi will be with me always
Even through the gates and down streets of gold
Mahler, though, will take a long, long time to work his way into my memory banks
Though he my not totally succeed I know
I'll get more than enough
And the desert island experience
Was only made tolerable by those 9 symphonies either in the Claudio Abaddo versions or the Muchael Tilson-Thomas cycle
So I keep 'em both
And in similar ways my tinnitus is staved off by
Message For Bears
Immanu El
Stafraenn Hakon
Yeasayer
Jean Sibelius
Gregor Samsa
...there are many others
   Stand against tinnitus
   Pray a miracle from God
   To point out
   Unrecognized silence
Written under the influence of Jónsi & Alex's superb album "Riceboy Sleeps", an album that I cannot recommend highly enough
Como llegamos a la venta
-desde donde, a lo hondo, se oye el río-
desmontamos de las cabalgaduras:
en las piedras cantaron los espolines
canción de estrellas teñidas de sangre...

-Ah de la venta! ah de la venta!
Cantaron nuestras vozarrones.

Luego cantaron canción de burbujas
y de cristales, las copas traslúcidas.
E inquirimos por el tesoro de la venta serrana:

Ya se irá, ya se va, si no se ha ido...

En la venta se cruzan vientos duros
-la venta, en la garganta de la sierra desnuda-.
Cantaba el viento, cantaba el viento.
Allá en el fondo, a lo hondo, la línea del río
y el treno del río.

Luego de la canción de las burbujas
cantó el fuego en las piedras del hogar.
Cantaba la sangre peán de lujuria.
Más tarde iban cantando las estrellas
vigías, su silenciosa música.
Y rezongaban preces las viejas de la venta...
Tornamos a inquirir:
-¿dónde está María-Luz, de los bezos de moras?

Ya se irá, ya se va, si no se ha ido.

Y volvimos a las cabalgaduras piafantes.
La Cruz del Sur en la linde del monte y el cielo.
Cantó el hierro en los cantos redondos.
Callados iniciamos el descenso
por el camino en caracoles y en escalas;
por el camino en lumbre tamizada de violetas;
por el camino en perfumes del viento que susurra;
por el camino en perfumes ásperos del monte;
por el camino en músicas de las aguas dormidas
y de las aguas que se despeñan.

De su prisión de vidrio verde
saltó el claro cristal: gorjear de burbujas
y del perfume del anís montañero.

Íbamos silenciosos. Cada cual dialogaba tácitamente con su amigo de vidrio.
Mas uno de nosotros -el viandante de la barba taheña-
cantó, cantó (que taladró la noche
con su voz recia) El Rey de los Alisos,
malamente... E inquirió con voz más ruda:
-¿qué se haría el tesoro de la venta?

Ya se irá, ya se va, si no se ha ido...

Tornó a cantar la voz de las burbujas
y del claro cristal... Y al río, al fin, llegamos...
-¿Si Nuño Ansúrez no nos pasa en la barca...?
-Bah! da lo mismo!
                                    -Bah! da lo mismo!
Nueva canción de vidrio y de burbujas
y fresco trasegar diamantes vívidos.
Media noche. En las márgenes del río
qué limpia media noche!
                                            Esta es la selva
de múrice y de oro!
                                    Esta es la abierta vida innúmera!

-¿Y qué se haría el tesoro de la venta?
-¿Dónde está María-Luz, de ojos de hulla,
de melena de hulla, y boca sombreada...?
Ya se irá, ya se va, si no se ha ido...
The Dybbuk Jan 2021
"I don't even feel the caffeine anymore,"
said Claudio, a cigarette hanging loosely from his mouth.
"Maybe you should take a break. Then, after the break, you'll feel the rush."
He took a long, slow drag.
"No point. I've felt it already."
Some substances are more addictive and less inspiring than others.
Rossella Usai Jul 2017
Fare l'alba con te...
vivere la notte con te...
sfiorare ogni emozione con te...
ogni gioco e ogni follia...
assaporare la nostra capacità
di vivere la vita e il mondo appieno,
come pochi sanno fare,
è per me gioia profonda e felicità.
Quando siamo insieme per me non esiste altro,
non so come, ma solo così io non penso nulla...
ogni momento resta unico,
semplicemente momenti di vita
che insieme viviamo,
ma che conserverò sempre nella mia memoria e nel mio cuore.
Ripensando a te
Al mio nord
Rossella Usai - Agosto 2005 - Dedicata a Claudio, indimenticabile periodo di vita con lui.
Rossella Usai - Agosto 2005 - Dedicata a Claudio, indimenticabile periodo di vita con lui.
Suetonio en este campo, risueño y florecido,
vivió. Vecina a Tíbar, su quinta sólo un muro
conserva aún, en medio de las viñas, y oscuro
y cubierto de pámpanos un arco derruido.

Aquí, lejos de Roma, de sus pompas y ruido,
cada otoño, del cielo al último azul puro,
a vendimiar venía su viñedo maduro.
Monótona, tranquila, su vida aquí ha corrido.

Fueron en esta calma, de pastoril encanto,
Nerón, Claudio y Calígula obsesión de su mente,
y errando Mesalina bajo purpúreo manto;

y aquí, con férrea ***** que la pasión caldea,
en la cera implacable arañando paciente,
grabó los negros ocios del viejo de Caprea.
Como tras de sí misma va esta línea
por los horizontales confines persiguiéndose
y en el poniente siempre fugitivo
en que se busca se disipa

-como esta misma línea
por la mirada levantada
vuelve todas sus letras
una columna diáfana
resuelta en una no tocada
no oída ni gustada mas pensada
flor de vocales y de consonantes

-como esta línea que no acaba de escribirse
y antes de consumarse se incorpora
sin cesar de fluir pero hacia arriba:

los cuatro chopos.

                                Aspirados
por la altura vacía y allá abajo,
en un charco hecho cielo, duplicados,
los cuatro son un solo chopo
y son ninguno.

                          Atrás, frondas en llamas
que se apagan -la tarde a la deriva-
otros chopos ya andrajos espectrales
interminablemente ondulan
interminablemente inmóviles.
El amarillo se desliza al rosa,
se insinúa la noche en el violeta.

Entre el cielo y el agua
hay una franja azul y verde:
sol y plantas acuáticas,
caligrafía llameante
escrita por el viento.
Es un reflejo suspendido en otro.

Tránsitos: parpadeos del instante.
El mundo pierde cuerpo,
es una aparición, es cuatro chopos,
cuatro moradas melodías.

Frágiles ramas trepan por los troncos.
Son un poco de luz y otro poco de viento.
Vaivén inmóvil. Con los ojos
las oigo murmurar palabras de aire.

El silencio se va con el arroyo,
regresa con el cielo.

Es real lo que veo:
cuatro chopos sin peso
plantados sobre un vértigo.
Una fijeza que se precipita
hacia abajo, hacia arriba,
hacia el agua del cielo del remanso
en un esbelto afán sin desenlace
mientras el mundo zarpa hacia lo obscuro.

Latir de claridades últimas:
quince minutos sitiados
que ve Claudio Monet desde una barca.

En el agua se abisma el cielo,
en sí misma se anega el agua,
el chopo es un disparo cárdeno:
este mundo no es sólido.

Entre ser y no ser la yerba titubea,
los elementos se aligeran,
los contornos se esfuman,
visos, reflejos, reverberaciones,
centellear de formas y presencias,
niebla de imágenes, eclipses,
esto que veo somos: espejeos.
Tres antiguas caras me desvelan:
una el Océano, que habló con Claudio,
otra el Norte de aceros ignorantes
y atroces en la aurora y el ocaso,
la tercera la muerte, ese otro nombre
del insaciado tiempo que nos roe.
La carga secular de los ayeres
de la historia que fue o que fue soñada
me abruma, personal como una culpa.
Pienso en la nave ufana que devuelve
a los mares el cuerpo de Scyld Sceaving
que reinó en Dinamarca bajo el cielo;
pienso en el alto lobo, cuyas riendas
eran sierpes, que dio al barco encendido
la blancura del dios hermoso y muerto;
pienso en piratas cuya carne humana
es dispersión y limo bajo el peso
de los mares errantes que ultrajaron.
Pienso en mi propia, en mi perfecta muerte,
sin la urna, la lápida y la lágrima.
Megan Dec 2016
Because I have lost
The world turns

Because I have lost
I am marked like Cain
Conversations stop mid flow

Because I have lost
I love like Claudio; With a warriors eye

Cost and effect
How much will it hurt when I lose you?

Because I have lost
I live with the knowledge
I have already had the happiest day of my life

Nothing will be pure again,
I will always long for the person who isn't there

Time does not heal
Time numbs

Until a smell
Until a photo
Until a half remembered joke
Until someone smokes the cigarettes you smoked
Until a song comes on that we sang

Until I remember what I'm missing

— The End —