"anythig" poems
My family makes me feel like an orphan
The oldest treated like I don't belong
I'm the bad influence when I experience life
Talked about and left out
Told I can't but prove them wrong
Treated like I can't do anythig right
Keep trying not going to lose the fight
Excluded for years I find my own
Judged for being different while everyone the same
I got most of the blame for your actions
Family don't treat good and that's not right
Going away no one cares if I stay
I helped day by day they won't have me anyway
Feb 9, 2013
Feb 9, 2013 at 6:28 AM UTC
I feel like I should write a drunken poem,
I think it would be great,
But it’s probably ******* awfull,
It’s also way too late,
To be doing anythig creative,
Especially when I’m this ******
And I can’t be bothered with rhyming,
Goodnight everyone
Dec 16, 2015
Dec 16, 2015 at 9:41 AM UTC
I followed blindly
Not knowing where I was going
Not know I was going
Took every step with out looking
Took everything lightly
Like it didn't matter
But I didn't know that it didn't matter
And thats why it did matter
I followed blindly
Until I realized
That there was nothing to follow
Nowhere to go
I started doubting everything
Was anything real?
Did anythig matter?
And thats when it stopped mattering
When I questioned whether it mattered or not
I was no longer sure of anything
Lost in a realm of uncearinaty
It destroyed me
The me that had not been real
And brought out the real me
And the real me is the one who doesn't exist
The one who doesn't matter
The one that will never matter
The one inside my head
The one with no end
Just like these words
Jul 16, 2014
Jul 16, 2014 at 10:24 AM UTC
I used to fantasize about the existence of a never ending hole
Huge and full of nothing but darkness, wind and freedom big enough to jumo into and fall forever
For so long I forgot that anything can touch me
So long as I forget that anythig exist outside of the air licking me
And If i felt lost I fantisized company
Someone to do backflips with and laugh
Silent cause the air grabbed the sound and held it
If I didnt I was happy
I was a child and it was all I dreamt about
endless wind and air and dark and abandon
I am no longer a child
I wish freefalls would consume my dreams
Just one more week.
Oct 29, 2017
Oct 29, 2017 at 1:04 PM UTC
In the morning with the bright rays,come my first thoughts:
count
count
Then its time for breakfast
count faster
count faster
By lunch I am clutching my hair
Did miss anythig?
Dont forget to count
Dont forget to count
Time for dinner....but I messed up my counting!
count
count
Oh no
....
I had too much
May 24, 2014
May 24, 2014 at 12:39 PM UTC
Sometimes i get stuck inside,
trynna figure you out,
i am terrified,
i am afraid,
you can see my heart beating,
i am not leaving,
i wont,
breakup doesnt solve anythig,
it wont,
you begging,
asking to never ever thought of leaving,
again.
Feb 16, 2015
Feb 16, 2015 at 8:41 PM UTC
In the morning with the bright rays,come my first thoughts:
count
count
Then its time for breakfast
count faster
count faster
By lunch I am clutching my hair
Did miss anythig?
Dont forget to count
Dont forget to count
Time for dinner....but I messed up my counting!
count
count
Oh no
....
I had too much
May 24, 2014
May 24, 2014 at 12:40 PM UTC