"acctually" poems
**** up
This is all I am
This is all I ever was
I dont deserve you
I never did
Im glad I have you though
**** up
Its like this is all I know how to do
Its like no one even cares anymore
I can acctually cry now........
**** up thats all I am
Apr 3, 2014
Apr 3, 2014 at 11:35 PM UTC
what if stars are acctually thoughts
Gas, acctually perpetual motion thought-machines
And universes are intrinsic plains we collide on through communication...
Expanding the ever-growing wonder known as "one phrase"
Let it be
So
We matter
Connect
To ART
Dec 13, 2014
Dec 13, 2014 at 5:29 PM UTC
It seems like everyday i wakeup things just get worse.
Everyday im crying ,but no one knows Im hurt.
Im sick of living,and trying just to be let down.
Maybe one day people will understand when ive just vanished and im not around.
Maybe I will leave and no one would know.
Maybe one day i can see my funeral , see who acctually goes.
Until them im stuck here.
Crumbling and wasting my life away with tears.
Ill just hope and I'll just hope because, thats what I do best.
Ill slowly die all by myself.
With a bullet in my Chest.
Mar 3, 2015
Mar 3, 2015 at 10:00 PM UTC
The only thing worse that having a panic attack...
Is being on the verge all day and never acctually having one
Oct 27, 2021
Oct 27, 2021 at 2:35 PM UTC
But how can we allow the ones we love and love us, to cause us so Mutch pain and suffering for so long.... I fully understand the concept of truly loving someone to the point you would be willing to try anything to make it work..however if you acctually loved another would you not want to coexist in happiness and harmony as opposed to; deceit, neglect and underappreciation.... take someone in an abusive relationship persay why do they continue to go back, why dose the abuser continue to abuse... or the freind who's all for constructive criticism, but leaves out the constructive part... So what is this "love" that allows us to walk into situations blindfolded.... And allows us, to allow the same people to continue to cause us harm...
Jan 10, 2018
Jan 10, 2018 at 8:40 PM UTC