...is that I was scared but you made me feel better.
...is that I loved having you hold me.
...is that I felt comfort from you playing with my hair and I didn't truly mean to deter you. I just didn’t know what to say.
...is that I enjoy how you treat me. I only voice complainants to have something to say.
...is that I actually liked watching you play your stupid video games.
...is that I would love for you to teach me how to play. I would loudly protest but behind that show of dislike I would love that you took the time and had the patience to teach me how to play.
...is that I want you to pick me up and place me on you lap because I would never put myself there.
...is that I have never been on a real date.
...is that I don’t know how to properly act when it comes to subtle hints. I will over think it all because of how I was raised.
...is that I ask you those questions about my own life because it’s all against what I was taught.
...is that I hate the way my mom talks about you.
...is that I hate the way my mom talks about me.
...is that I don’t exercise because when I do I feel belittled and ugly by my parents comments.
...is that I felt confident because you said I looked good in that shirt, even if I did ask you.
...is that I felt **** because of me for once and not my clothes that morning you kissed me the first time.
...is that I loved your best friend but we have both moved on and I have moved on to you.
...is that I know I’m probably wasting my time trying to go after you but I see it as a worthy cause.
...is that I know I’ll most likely get hurt by you but I welcome it.
A list of things I won't tell you but you will end up knowing because of this. Oops.