my life, my heart,
and my soul are locked and closed doors.
love me right, and i will give you the key.

Sometimes,
i am so obsessed taking
aesthetic pictures with my camera.
would you mind to fill
my memory storage with
the aesthetics of you?

your smile able to cure
all of my sadness.
your laughter able to make me
forget the fact that
i suffer from anxiety.

you are not your deep scars
in your skin.
you are not the damage that cannot be fixed.
you are not a tragedy that
cannot turn into peace.
you should know,
you are a garden of flowers
that will never be withered, and faded.
you are the moon,
the stars,
and the sun in this universe.

i know,
you do not see it in yourself,
but those all are what i see,
in you.

my love,
you need to stop being so insecure about
something that makes you feel like you are different.
just because you are different does not mean you are less valuable.
your differences captivating me
in ways, my past lovers were not able to.

every girl in this universe
is made from flowers.
please,
do not be afraid to bloom.
make them see,
freeze, and stare.

i am a Gemini.
the twins,
the two faces.
people mistakenly me as the most unstable sign.
actually, it depends on
their action.

if you caught my attention,
you will know by my
loud dolphin laughter,
or by my random wide smile.
it means that you got my respect.

if you disgust me,
you can notice it by the
way i am so quiet around,
and by the ***** that you
will never get, ever.
i will be that quiet girl,
you are going to think that
i am a cold ***** who
does not even care about
your existence,
well,
it is because i do not want
to waste my precious time to deal with
whatever you do.

if i am into you,
you are going to see me shaking,
you are going to feel that i am
so nervous around you,
you are going to see my fast
transformations from the introverted
type of human, to the annoying extrovert.
i will start the conversation,
and make sure it will keep going.

if i am in love with you,
you will know it by the joke i tell, that does not funny at all.
i will randomly kiss you in front of
many people without giving a single care about their judgements.
i will rub your back, even when i am sleepy.
you will be the one, and only exception.
i will break down my walls for you
simply because,
i am in love with you.