I wish I knew how it was to have
Two loving parents
In the same house
Loving each other until they're last breath
Parenting together
Facing problems together
Dealing with life's difficulties together

What's it like having parents who never fight?
Who don't hate each other.

What's it like to have your mom around all the time?
To have someone who understands you
And loves you unconditionally
To teach you how to cook

How to do your hair in different ways
How to use makeup

To go shopping with
To get a second opinion on outfits
To talk about boys with
To have an all girls day to do girl things

How to deal with life as a girl
In this cruel, judgmental world.

What's it like to be comfortable to talk to
a parent whose always there?

What's it like to have a mom around all the time?
Whats it like having two parents there for you all the time?

Ever since October the third
I've had no one to call mine
My relationship failed
And I was single once again
Then, in November
    I liked a beautiful boy
Who I thought liked me back
But I was mistaken
And for awhile, that destroyed me
I needed someone to love
But I just kept spiraling downward
Into that void we call
"The single life"
I've dealt with it as best I can
Winter is hard, right?
But now it's Spring
I see couples all around me
My old boyfriend is a distant memory
He's dating a girl who's great for him
Happy
The boy from November is a stranger
He's dating a girl who deserves only the best
Happy
Where am I ?
I'm at the bottom of the heap
Hoping that maybe one day
I can be complete.

I can't trust anyone, no matter how hard I try,
Not even if you swore on your life, not even if I saw you cry.

I'm incurable, I'm damaged,
Don't go for me, please, save yourself from my baggage.

I'm so cold hearted, you don't even know,
It's just that I'm great at hiding it, I like to put on a show.

I'm stubborn- very hard headed,
I'd advise you to forget me- not fret it.

The thought of being with someone is comforting- finding something true,
But that's where you go wrong, that's when people take advantage* of you.