I'm trying to tell you something
I don't know how
But there is water in the desert
There are cities full of ilife
And stop signs and green lights
I don't know how
Still amidst the sand storms
I'm trying to tell you something

I'm trying to show you something
I don't know how
Because words are only sound
Even if they come as music
A symphony of movement
And every action is
I don't know how
Who I really am
I'm trying to show you something

Well it's a history of changes
Still it's our history of changes
So maybe tomorrow
We will Change for the better

It was an instruction
Struck forth
At the beginning of time
By the very force we'll never understand
The force that is the energy
Of our souls
It was direction given
Just in the patterns
Of the universe
Which repeat time and time again
When time does not exist
The beginning is the end
And it is the ultimate truth
We try to deny
Out of our fears
Or our lack of understanding
Out of the false belief
We were born to suffer

A simple truth.....

No matter who you are
Or what your looking for
Or how you feel
There is a place that you were meant to be

You weren't created for no reason
You were created for me
**And I
Was made for you

Why are the most beautiful things
Always so fragile?
I couldn't hold the flower in my hands
Without breaking it

Well I picture something broken
With something beautiful
Growing out of it

Why is it a field full of hyacinths
Trampled by beast?
I couldn't walk through this field
Without crushing everything

Still I picture something broken
With something beautiful
Growing out of it

Why is it a world of wrecking *****
And you a heart of glass?
My love was always made of ghosts
And my heart made of stone

I was just a brute
Too caught up in my own pain
To see you were hurting too

This is not my poem
It's my problem
Like solving equations
Using alien numbers
And imaginary math
I have so many things to do today
And I don't want to do anything
But its okay
I learned long ago to not complain
Nobody really cares about your problems anyway
And no man should spend all his time *******
Leave that to the dogs
I just need to focus

Find an outside source of strength
And combine it with my inner
Count my blessings
I have many
More to come
I'm in good humor
I'm a loaded rifle
And I'm aiming at the world
But someone will speak
And I'll slip into a dream
I could never focus
My laser beam

It's my problem

Slowly rolling oblivion
Something in my world has happened
Still I'm unsure what it is
And I'm unsure what it means
I know I saw the face
Of a ghost
Holding hopes of ever after
Something to make my day seem strange
I couldn't tell you what it is
I couldn't tell myself
But I know the ghost
Saw me

I dreamt of you
Without falling asleep
As strange as that may seem
In fact
I dreamt of you
As only I could dream
While being awake

And I love you
And I love you
And I know that it's wild
And I know you don't always feel this too
But I see you and I see you
And I only see you
And I know you think I'm acting a fool
And I know you never said that
But I see you and I see you
And when I see you,
I see you later and I see you then
And it starts when I see you now
I see you later
And when I love you now
I love you later
Because even with the if's
And even with the and's
And even when your love is not now
And if your love is not later
I'll feel it even when you don't
And I'll love you
And I'll love you.

Somewhere in the shadows I found you.
I don't recall what I was searching for.
I don't remember how I got there.
But I recollect the overwhelming warmth of finally feeling complete when my eyes happened upon you.
When I close my eyes I still see your bright brown eyes find mine for the first time.
And in that moment we were one.
In that moment you were mine, and I yours.