When my blood soaks the paper while writing,
Still my results keep denying.
When my health keeps falling for marks on a sheet,
Still they say , “You didn’t compete.”
When my eyes says what's sleep,
But still studying for the promises I keep.
When effort becomes my only living
Still they say , "you aren't studying."
When medals are hung on someone’s name,
Where my scars go unheard, without fame.
When tears blur the formulas on the page,
Still they say — “Don’t cry, just engage.”
When silence screams louder than praise,
And I'm trapped in endless days.
Still, the world looks away with pride,
Naming me failure , while laughing inside.
No matter how much i gave efforts still not able to go in a good university just everything is ruined but still I took courage and 1 year drop to study again as i don't wanna end up in a bad college even though everyone is against me no one is supporting still I want to give my self an another chance maybe i could do better this time. This year was very harsh for me.