for one second i thought
that i finally figured things out
the next second i thought
that i finally could be proud
of me
for once
the second after i thought
that id be finally allowed
to hope again
but then i thought
that it snowed yesterday
i live in spain,
where snow is smt that may be special for once
but doesn’t
remain
seemed like it got lost somehow
in a territory where it didn’t belong
just like my thoughts that weren’t fitting to my playlist and its usual songs
three seconds
it’s 00:03 and i’m sure i won’t understand these metaphors anymore the next time i read it, but it feels like smt deep rn