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D7
Cared too much
Never good enough
Made the most of things
Gave everything
Left with nothing
Seeking direction
No longer walking oblivious
Been doing it for a while
Not looking for useless lead
Doing lazy people's work
Asked a question calling the truth
Now defensive got offended
Pehli baar jab tujhe dekha
To hairaan hi reh gaya
Ki khuda ne kuchh itna khubsurat bhi banaya tha ,
Ha, main toh bas dekhta hi reh gaya .

Tab tak zindagi bas kat rahi thi
Kabhi zindagi ke baare mein socha na tha,
Par uss din ek ek pal ,ek ek lamha
Kai saalo sa lag raha tha.

Vo teri do pal ki muskurahat
Mere liye saari zindagi ban gayi thi
Tune jo apna munh fera toh meri saanse Ruk gayi thi .

Kehte hain , ki pyaar usse kiya jaata hai jiski tum izzat kar sako ,
Jisne apne aap ko saabit kiya ** ,
Jo tumhari barabri ka ** .

Main uss waqt pehle number pe hua karta tha ,
Meri izzat aur rutba hua karta tha .
Uss waqt mauka tha fir bhi keh na paaya ,
Aaj keh raha hoon kyunki fir pata nahi mauka mile ya na mile.
This is my first poem in hindi ever written. This is about my first love . Please be kind .
I don't understand how
you can be like this
every time I try to get over you,
you do something
that makes me fall
head over heels in love with you

and the worst part
is that I'm not in love with you
I'm just in love with the idea of you
the idea that someone likes me
that someone wants to be with me
but no one does
you don't.

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