She controls my mind MK-ULTRA
Burning in my own flame like Zarathustra

Her love turns to poison when it’s kept inside
She carries her pain, it’s weighing on my eyes
I think I’ve gone insane and I don’t know why
I lose my brain when I’m between her thighs

Wisdom in her body
My spirit’s like a tree
Growing so high
And feeling so deep

She controls my mind MK-ULTRA
Burning in my own flame like Zarathustra

In silence I can hear god screaming in my ear
I’m still waiting here, I made my intentions clear
My feelings she won’t hear, I think it’s born from fear
Or maybe it’s cuz she’s queer, I stay up all night chugging beer
To fly away from here, I get high nothing to fear
I can’t believe that I’m still here, My red eyes well up with tears

Anointed
by copper,
Armed with
blazing lead,
Looming over
corpses,
soaked in
****** red.

Apathy is death
Eyes ****** red
Liquor on my breath
Sick in my bed
And I cannot forget
The words that she said

When I met her I was ready to die
Ready to go quietly into the night
Without a trace, suicide in haste
But I held on just to see her face

Girl, you scared me to death
I look down and see red
I have blood on my hands

These visions they plague me
I know your feelings, you’re faking
I can feel your heartache from a thousand miles away

My visions they hurt me
The spirits they’re lurking
‘Round every dark corner, I’m learning
From all my mistakes, All my heartbreaks

Why did god put me on this journey?
To have loved and have lost
My peace of mind was the cost
Now I’m nailed to the cross

Her purity is beyond my ken
Afflicted are the hearts of men
Truth and blood mix in my pen
Please, don’t let me fall again

The sorrow we display reflects the sympathy we have, and reflects the shattered vision of a world we will yet have. Our despair is the inverted image of our nobility.

She’s looking at me yearning
Yearning to take my time
I can’t stop hurting
Pain pours from my eyes

I’m weak for her, I’m on my knees
I’m Lucifer, she’s an angel, see?
My skin is hazel, green
I’m dead, I can’t be seen
Her love’s a drug to me
I’m a ******, I’m unclean

She pushes me away
And we both weep
Pretend that we’re okay
What I sow, I reap
For her I’ll always wait

Selling the rose she keeps
For a price far too cheap
I need her to know
I would spend my life
The truth’s in my eyes
I don’t need sweet lies
From the past I cut ties
See my heart, no disguise

Does art imitate life?
Or does life imitate art?
Can she see through the strife?
Can she heal my broken heart?

Rebrand love as promiscuity
Rebrand fantasy as reality
Rebrand slavery as liberty
Rebrand greed as morality

Scars on
my soul
and body,
eyes
closed,
I leave
my skin.
Isolation
pain imparting,
tortured
are the
souls of
men.
In the
empty night
I’m flying,
I pass this
gift unto
my kin.
Inside
I feel
like dying,
light infused
with dark
within.

Her ecstatic radiance
Rivaled the sun’s brilliance
And could set the world ablaze

Her eyes gleamed with intense heat
Desire’s fires reddened my pale flesh
As I dodged embers of dragon’s breath

Running past
city lights
A silent cry
it’s your design
Winter’s grasp
a heart confined
The lonely pain
that haunts
my mind
****** tears fall
from my eyes
Melting dense
walls of ice
Around my heart
it’s yours tonight
Resurrected
under moonlight

I love her and I don’t know why
She cast a spell and caught my eye
Take my energy bleed me dry
I don’t want to hear her say goodbye
She loves me then flies off in the night
I lose sight of her in the pale moonlight

Lord death has arrived!
Hide in your castle, Prospero!
The devil’s in disguise,
Hasn’t been seen in a week or so

Your soul is mine to reap.

The demiurge feeds on my primal urge
Half of the darkness in me, I purge
To my spirit, my mind is a scourge
From this corrupt world, I diverge

Nothing makes me speak,
Unless I’m moved by the unseen
Thus spake Zarathustra,
I have angels under me
The New World will be built from my philosophy

I didn’t know what I was thinking
Everyone around me was drinking
And I didn’t realize I was sinking