Almost.
Almost means it will happen.

Like,
Almost cried
Almost forgot
Almost ready
Almost here
Almost done

Almost.
Almost can also mean it never happened.

Like,
Almost in love
Almost

My smile is often fake
It's often more than I can take
Everyday when I wake
It goes away for my own sake.

Then one day
It went away
Gone today
For it to stay

Now its here
There's no more fear
There's no more tears
I know you're near

Because of you
This one is true
Because of you
I feel brand new.

My smile is real
I'm able to feel
The things I've concealed
Are now revealed.

She and I were best friends
but in friend there is an end.
I've never done anything to her,
maybe I did I'm still not sure.
She said that she grew up much faster,
then left my life in a disaster.
She and I had so much fun,
we would do our hair in messy buns.
We would pick apples and ride our bikes,
sometimes we would go on hikes.
Then a loved one died which changed her life
She realized she could have a wife.
Then she slowly drifted away
with me asking why till this day.
There is so much to her that I don't understand
It's like living in another land.
A land that's as far as the eye can see,
A land that doesn't contain me.

She was like music,
and I longed to dance.

Her heart was the beat,
and I begged for the chance.

Her words were the vocals,
and I was put in a trance.

Her smile was the melody,
and I fell in love at first glance.