I miss the times,
when you made
me laugh

I miss the times
when you made
my heart beat fast

I miss the times
when you craved
the touch of mine

Those times we
left behind
Please lets figure out
what we are now

I came to you
Over and over

For the pain
That became my air

But for the upcoming year
I promise myself

Never again

I invited you to come
I didn't realize

that behind your back
your sister pain
slipped in as well

You left
and She stays

Every piece of you
slipped through
my fingers

In these days
I am just the waste of space
In the universe

Wake me up
when it' s all over

When our distance
doesn't matter

Put your hand
on my head

and wake me up
my darling

when it all ends

You never saw
the way I love you

It took me years
of self-hatred

to understand
I was not enough

So I choose myself
and leave

You colored me
the prettiest
shade of broken