Picture perfect eyes
Silent little lies
A tender touch
Losing love
A lost lullaby
Desolate dreams
Slumber fell in empty sheets
Naive and twenty-nine
It was not meant to be
The rainfall came and spoke to me
To let me rest and put me to sleep

I stare at this empty mirror
Standing still as a picture
Watching my rugged figure
Eyes can tell great stories
I wait for someone to read mine

Silence echoes and overwhelms
Hollow walls surround me
They will break down
For now I wait for sound
The chirps of birds to clear my head
The hush of rain to keep me sane

Time feels endless
It will deceive
The night will not leave

Darkness claimed my shadow
Leaving me to fight this night alone
The air feels dense
It suffocates
I feel lost in my own home

Maybe you will not understand
Your mirror may not look the same
You could be glowing
With a smile bright as day
Ready for the world to come your way

The silent nights are the longest
It feels as if time stands still
The hush of the void is deafening
It lets not you sleep
Leaving your eyes stranded to watch as the night goes by
At this hour the mind wanders
For most rest has come
But for some time echoes
Endlessly
It repeats
Again
Again
Again
Again
As if everything was predetermined

I hate this empty silence
It bleeds through these hollow walls
The wallpaper peels as I dream
I get lost in endless halls
Nothing is really as it seems
You can tell by how the rain falls
There is light outside this room sometimes
I can see it through the blinds
It waits for me to understand
Until I lose my mind

Sometimes it feels easy to rot away
To lie in bed
As your mind decays
Some nights feel lonely
And as boredom sinks in
Your thoughts run wild
Until you can no longer think
It can hurt sometimes
To waste the day
As you watch the sunset
You wish it could all go away
But as hard as life is
You are cared for and loved
So do not lie in bed too long
And know that you are enough

The sound of chirping soon to hush
As evening falls to a lonely dusk
Buzzing sounds only left to stay
Trees slowly waver as the sun slips away
The air is still
As if there is no feeling
Only me in this moment
I can finally start breathing

I find it hard to talk sometimes
As if the thoughts had escaped my mind
Past the endless cerulean skies
And through the knots of time
Instead, I write
So that you can understand
What is going on inside
Sometimes I just wish that you could read my mind

Desolate December
Can't seem to remember
Death loomed the bend
Life could not mend
Darkness took the moon away
It stole my heart and consumed the day
Now the year ends
And as hollow as it feels
I can see light on the horizon

She had crashed
And stumbled into a cave
Escaping the straining sun
She wept for what was no more
And what was yet to come
Her angel wings were gone with the wind
Her voice was sorely lost

Hollow were her eyes
When she decided
I am truly numb

Unraveling like string
My mind slips away
The stars have been falling
But no wishes are to be made
What a wonderful world
Not a thing seems to change
It will rain again soon
But not for today

He could not see the sinful sun
The moon had stole his heart
Dreaming of another day
Where time had fell apart
A land of love and a tender touch
It would not forever last
These dreams are nightmares
You must wake up
You must accept the past

Loneliness is an empty street
Void of life
The street lights fleet
Houses crumble and rot away
Empty nights make nothing days
Where nothing is
Something will grow
But for now
This night will haunt my soul

In silence she found her peace
It lay between the stars and her dreams

Lost in some nonsense
I sense I lost something when it rained
This ink means nothing
When these thoughts will not leave my brain
Pain will feel endless
Until the end has found my way
Maybe one day I will sit and watch as the lilies slowly decay

Sometimes you just sit there
And I do not know what to say
My heart loses focus and tries to run away

Grey is the falling sky
My mind has gone awry
A sudden horrid rush fills my lungs
Storm clouds surround my mind
Is this a normal thing?
Or is this just to be alive
No words have come into place
But that is okay because you can read my eyes

I do not usually smile
But when I see you
It is hard not to
Because you are like a dream come true
You have a picturesque smile
And eyes as bright as the moon
You are beautiful
I wish the whole world knew

There is one light in my room
Surrounded by darkness
But within that light lies a beautiful voice
Which is entangled in kindness
When she speaks
My heart follows
It makes me feel glee
I love to talk to you
And think about what we could be

She sees the colour
In a world I thought I knew
I see dark greys
And scattershot blues

When I see her smile
It lights up my room

I trip on my insecurities
But when I am talking to you
I think I understand the world
And its colourful view

These words do not always come
Sometimes they do not even appear
But they are there
Buried in the subconscious
Colour is easy to write about
'Roses are pretty
And violets are blue
The stars look lovely too'
But what is fading is ignored
Death is sad
And wilted roses turn grey
Soon enough they will all be thrown away
Just like everything else
We will all be discarded
These words
These thoughts
Which are buried so deep
Will be taken to our graves

Your tears were empty
In the depths of night
It was only us and the moon
As you looked in my eyes that one last time
I felt the loneliness loom

Her eyes were forever
Trapped in a horrid abyss
She could not escape
Or so she thought
As the scarlet ink left her wrist

Tears rolled down her cheek
And dropped by her blemished feet
She hoped it was not too late
She even wondered that maybe it was fate

But even in the deepest depths of the darkest nights
A light will prevail
And lead the way
She did not realise it yet
Until night-time had gone away
When the darkness had fallen victim to a bright sunny day

Is that all I was worth?
A note
Some words
Ink on a ripped-out diary page

'I feel lost'
So you said
Now I feel lost in my head
How could I be so naive
To think we could have ever been

When you said 'I do not love you'
My heart shattered
Now it feels like nothing matters
I just wish you could have said
So long ago
Because now I feel empty
And my dreams are all hollow

Words can only say so much
Eyes can show much more
They tell people what you want to say
There is no need to talk at all

In silence
Eyes can speak truths long unheard
About your deepest pain
Your dreams and desires
What you love and aspire
Your eyes can lead the way

A smile enveloped in moonlight
Took the pain from my eyes
I took her hand and we let go of our minds

Timeless
It seems
I get lost in my dreams

In the darkest silence of the loneliest night
A smile enveloped in moonlight
Took the pain from my eyes

The cycle continues
She said it is all in your head
This world is for leaving
I may paint my wrists red
Forever
Forever
It will not be the same
I live like a demon who can not remember his name
In time we will flourish
But not for today
When the flowers are rotten
We will all waste away

Misery is an afterthought
A stain unnoticed and ignored
Beauty lies where terror stands
It falls again from our two hands
A lovely world where we reside
With every day and turning tide
The end will be where we confide
And admit that death has become our life

I feel it everyday
Looming over
It makes me behave
My shadow is resolute
With the ground I must stay

How I wish I could fly
Leaving this bored broken town
Into the forever fields of lush green
Above the cosey white cotton clouds

My shadow won't leave
It has deceived me this long
I wonder where it will go
On the day I have gone

Every dream is a nightmare when you must wake up

I find it hard to talk about life sometimes
Instead, I watch as time rots by
Fleeting days
Turn to forever nights

A hollow madness permeates my room
Nothing will stay forever
I like to say
'Just look at how the seasons change'
But for now, I fall with the pouring rain

His heart had crumbled
And slipped through the crevices of his fingers
Now all he sees is darkness

The stars no longer speak to me

Silence that lingers
Sometimes it lasts for days
Without a word to be heard
And your mind rots away
The flowers may be listening
Hearing what we cannot
They grow where we decay
Where we chose to put our plot
Nothing truly leaves
Nothing truly stays
The seasons will repeat
But it will not be the same

Inconsequential
Were the words he spoke
At least that is what she thought
Whilst the cold air whispered to her to go

I loathe it here
This room reeks of the past
Reduced to rubble
the walls have crumbled
Perfect for a hollow heart
Slumber feels shallow
Escaping will never last

These nights feel endless
Maybe time can heal my heart

'Why don't you smile?'

Have you seen this world?
The attraction it beholds
Great blues and lush greens
The enchanting songs that emerge from the trees
Such tunes can put your mind at ease
And the radiant stars
That helps light up the streets
This world is beautiful
Beyond the finest words could explain

'Why don't I smile?'

I see the beauty in this world
How could we fit in a world as lovely as this
The only problems we fix in this world are our own
How could I smile?
Knowing that we take so much
How could I smile?
Knowing that the problem is us

Shallow tides
And lonely waves
An empty beach
Shone on by the gleaming white
May these nothing days
Lead to something night's?

In time will heal
The tides will change
For all I have learned
Is that nothing stays

When no one is there
It feels like there is nothing at all
Not a hand to hold
Nor a face to see
The emptiness is terrifying
Yet it is so close to me

In hard times we crumble
And fall to our knees
We must stand up
Or we will get lost
Like blue eyes in the sea

I fear the color is gone
Now I only see black
In the darkness
I loom
And pretend it ain't all that bad
But when I see the clock ticking
The memories all come back

She would rather be alone
Than be with me
Is this the loneliest a man can be?

There is something terrifying
About the absence of sound
It can fill a room with nothing
And not a wanted voice to be found

It is said that silence can be loud
When the thoughts seep through
The cracks in your mind
I sometimes feel as if I have lost myself to hell

It is just too bad
That when silence bleeds
The only escape
Is to dream..

Do you see the other side
When your dreams will not let you breathe?

Tears can only tell so much
A smile can often deceive
Silence can hurt when there are no words to speak

Sometimes this world feels as blue as my dreams
Nowhere to go and nowhere to breathe
These days feel endless and my mind never leaves
Winter days feel empty and so do the trees
Everything has fallen and is dying to be seen

The seasons will change soon
I hope too will my dreams
This world will not feel blue forever
I can still picture the lush green

Under the shelter of a desolate sky
The few stars I see
Take the light from my eyes

Some days appear troubled
It may feel as if it always rains

I know you love the sunny days
It makes you feel warm inside
However
On the worst of days
I will always be by your side

Troubled days come and go
Same with weeks and months
It will get better
And peace will come
For that
I surely know

Winter too
Will not be forever
The cold will wane away

Some day
Maybe not too far away
The sun will shine again