Alphy

Alphy Jun 2020

In those sparkly eyes
I saw glittery stars rise

Those eyes that held wonder
Smiled louder than thunder

It caught my eye
It caught my heart

Harder my heart thumped
Looking at those eyes

I saw the world in those eyes
And now you are my world

#short poem #random thoughts #jungkooks eyes

Jun 2020

NotThisBixch

Darkness

I can't act like I'm strong anymore,
I can't act like I'm happy anymore.
I cry to sleep almost every night.
My heart feels heavy,
Not only at 2 in the morning.
But also at 2 in the afternoon,
When I'm surrounded by people.
Laughing and giggling and,
Happy.
Now,
I can feel my life tearing apart.
I'm right there,
Sitting next to you
Laughing,
Laughing like I'm the happiest person alive.
But can you see
That I'm actually falling?
Can you see that I'm falling down?
Deeper and deeper,
As the darkness surround me.
Can someone hold on to me?
Can someone
.
.
Help me?
.
.
Please!
.
.

Anyone?

#darkness #help #love #heartbreak #laugh #cry #life #happy #sad #strong

Alphy Jun 2020

RAT TRAP

Like a rat
That fell into the trap
For that small piece of treat
I have fallen
This trap is too strong
For me to escape
The walls are closing in on me
I need to find a way out
Before my legs give out
I need to run before I drown

DON'T FORGET TO RUN BEFORE YOU DROWN

Alphy Jun 2020

FINAL CRY FOR HELP

I am tired, No beyond that
I am exhausted, Not a tinge
of energy left in me
Not a pinch of life left in me

I can no longer walk, Yet
I try to run the race
they all finish even before I start
I am already out, I already lost

Before I run out of breath, Pick me up
Lend me that hand of yours,
Hold onto me and pull me out
Teach me to crawl first

Hold me while I walk
And finally put me back
on that track again to start
at my own pace.

#RIP SUSHANTSINGHRAJPUT
I wish someone would have pulled you out and heard your cry before you left us .

Alphy Jun 2020

POETRY MY SOLACE

Can i write only when my soul is hurt?
Why does words come to me only when I am tierd?
My anger, my pain, my distress,
Its easier to pen down these feelings
But my happiness never makes it out to the world
Why is it hard to find a synonym for happiness?
Someday, Please make me capable
to write down my joy
which I can look back at
years later and feel glad again.

sad poems have always been my favorite thing to write . it always came to me very easily, but happiness is always hard to capture . to all the sad poems i have ever written.....

Alphy Jun 2020

Rays Of Hope

The stars that twinkle
from up above
those black ****** clouds
told me I have nothing to fear

My hope comes from
the little rays of light
that they shower upon me
they reassure me

They told me to love the night
to love the darkness it provides
so that even if the light disappears one day
the hope would sustain

The darkness that hides
all the evils of this world
you can never take away
the ray of hope that bloomed in me
the hope that keeps me alive
the hope that tells me to live on

#stars #hope #rays of light #night
let the stars help you find solace in the darkness of the night

Alphy Jun 2020

The Moonlight

The slow wind that blows out
the darkness of the night
sends chills up my spine

My tiny thoughts
begin to build upon the wind
turning into a huge hurricane
creating a turmoil in me

My own thoughts and worries
scare me more
than the darkness of the night

I seek refuge in the moonlight
that pours light upon the darkness
of the night and upon my thoughts

#MOON MY ULTIMATE REFUGE
#NIGHTS #DARKNESS #LIGHT