I was so Dumb...
you said i was sweet as a plum
you said when i'm with you your senses go numb
You said i was your charm
You compared me to your Mum
Which gave me hope that maybe i was your special one
you'd splutter pleasant words when we were drunk off ***
Clearly i was dumb
I was just your piece of gum
I was for you to chew then throw out like a layer of ****

you said that
you love it when it rains.
little did you know that
it rains
whenever i shed a tear.
maybe that's why
you seem happy
even if i'm hurt;
you enjoy
whenever i cry.
and i'll always end up
exchanging your sorrow
for my euphoria,
in hopes of you
loving the rain—
me, my tears, and my pain.

I call it Nirvana...
The feeling of wholeness
Feeling Intact, entire and unsharpened.
The feeling a thirteen year old boy gets after making it to a desired team.
Being wrapped up in the mist of Joy and bliss
The feeling a warrior gets after winning a battle
Nirvana is feeling free and composed in your solitude.