Aha!

That's it!

This answer may stick!!

And it's!!*

....uhmm..

I'm a creature of habit, who lives to inhabit
His world around him, so I can live lavish
Forget my mistakes, they give me headaches
So I point my blame finger, whatever it takes

They won't get me, to admit bluntly
That I have made faults, lock them away in a vault

They just can't know, what i've been through though
What if they're like me, and judge insistently?
They won't understand, how it is in my land
I'm a creature of habit, looking for the right gadget

To show me the ways, of getting away
From the people that know, what it's like to grow

I'm a creature of habit, who sings a sad ballot
Of a lonely life, where strife comes at night.

We are the virus,
The disease ridden art of perfection,
eroded by a cancerous cyst,
turned a whiter shade of pale,
paper thin beauty in a beholders eye,
stifled laughs through blackened lungs,
drip fed tears through a wrinkled skin,
we see our dust start to fall,
prelude turns to interlude,
our truth and destiny,
the moth eaten robes of a transient soul.

When the times become rough
Your comfort is my vaccine
My bed, you have been there
No need for chlorpromazine

Your cushion is a cradle
That rocks my problems away
Much like a mothers love
That prevents a child to stray

I've told you many things
Things that no one else will know
In a way, you've been a friend
A friend I know I'll never outgrow

From the tears that I've shed
On top of your sheets
That seemed ever lasting
Just sulk, rinse, repeat

To the words that I've screamed
Till I ruptured a lung
That I punched into pillows
Instead of into someone.

You have been there for me
Judgement free, now I'm fine
To sleep within your comfort, always
Thank you for being mine

Don't ever leave me
I can not bear without you
I will withdrawal

You are an addiction
And I admit that I'm hooked
You limitless drug

As free as can be
I can't seem to get enough
This feeling is bliss

Inject me with words
And watch me crave even more
*Just from "I love you"