Here I go
          Again
Smiling
          *So wide
An involuntary
Pure reaction
To the thought

          Of

You

Surroundings fade

I am fully submerged
          in Images and Dreams
Wholly immersed
          in Conversations and Schemes
Completely entrenched
          in Wondering
                    What this
                              All
                              
                                        Means

I am here
       Smiling
Again
          Right now
In these moments
Reenacting
A lifetime

          With

You

So far gone

Transcended to a parallel reality
I could dwell here
          In my make believe
Make a life here
          For you and me
Stay forever here
          Lost
                    Inside
                    
                              My fantasy

Awakened
          Now
Smiling
          Still
Filled with
Excitement
And Love

          For

You

©Tina Thompson

I love being in Love
     Love seeing you, breathing you, tasting you

I love being in Love
     Love planning my days around you
     Love doing new things with you
     Love sharing my life with you

I love being in Love
     Love watching you, touching you, knowing you

I love being in Love
     Love loving you
     Love Love with you
     Love you



©Tina Thompson 2004

There's no reset button
No ctrl alt delete solution
I am forever changed

I can not hit esc
There's no back out option
My life's been rearranged

Short circuited
By the surge of your touch
I will never be the same

I've been Remanufactured
Reprogrammed and Restored
My heart's logo reads your name.

©Tina Thompson

Long term exposure can cause damage to your mind
     Keep at a safe distance, just come close for a good time.

The package may look good, My heart is in the right place
     But toxins flow through me, You're best to keep your space.

Small doses are fine and have little effect
     But prolonged contact is bound to affect.

The damage that is done creeps up over time
     This is a warning for your sake and mine.




© Tina Thompson

Time elapsed has been good to me
Past pains have diminished
Memories of laughter draw me back
Not for it all, but for the friendship.


Our conversations have been easy
No expectations or complications
Lines left uncrossed, flirtations tossed
For more serious communications.


Deceived by the distance and
Misled by my [fragile] armor of strength
I believe I can see you again
Without falling into your arms again.


We meet with an embrace
I feel a simmering warmth
Initially mistaken as just
The joy of seeing an old friend.


But, Your smile starts to sedate me
I am losing consciousness with reality
Your eyes have launched a stealth attack
On my logic and disarmed my sense.


My ears capture only silence
My eyes keenly focus on your lips
My mouth tastes your every word
I bite firmly upon my lower lip.


The heat now radiating is too intense
My clothes singe in the flames of desire
I am bare and breathless before you
Resuscitated only by your kiss and...touch.


D
  a
    m
       n


Quickly weakened in your presence
I am but an iron particle drawn in your magnetic field

It is now clear

It is in the distance and only in the distance
Where I am strong.


© Tina Thompson

Lifted by your Love
     I was able to believe
          To feel, and to Value
     To know I am Worthy.

Freed by your Touch
     I Surrendered
          Completely,  Wholly
     To you Only.

You are a Blessing...


Stifled by your Past
     I can't Reach you
          Hold you,  Convince you
     To understand.

Rejected by your Fear
     I must watch you go
          Abandon it,  All,  Everything
     To Live Alone.

Our Love is Cursed...


Possessed by your Soul
    I am eternally
          At your command
     Awaiting your Call.

Tormented by your Spirit
     I cannot escape
          I cannot move Past
     Our Love.

For you are my Blessed Curse.


© Tina Thompson

One day...

You will not be remembered
     I will not reminisce
Nor analyze the "What if"

I will not think of you
     Nor speak of you
A stranger to my consciousness

No signs of you will exist
     All traces removed
Extinguished from my reality.

But...

     Just...

          Not...
        
               Today.

©Tina Thompson 2012

Won't you,
          Come sit down beside me
Hold me,
          Love me,
                    and set me free

I've waited so long for you
Kept careful watch for you
Got my sights now set on you
Just need one thing from you

Won't you,
          Come sit down beside me
Hold me,
          Love me,
                    and set me free

Come get lost with me
Escape from this world with me
Merge into one with me
Release and be free with me

Won't you,
          Come sit down beside me
Hold me,
          Love me,
                    and set me free

There's a life that awaits us two
A life prepared for me and you
A life that's destined to exist
A life that begins with just one kiss

So...

Won't you,
          Come sit down beside me
Hold me,
          Love me,
                    and set me free*

©Tina Thompson

My Heart is forever in your hands
     Do with it as you please

I pray that you Love it...
                              Hold it...
And...
                                Desire it near.

I will hope it brings you Joy...
                                   Fulfillment...
And...
                                     Peace.

Should you decide to keep it
   I will rejoice everyday.

You will have made me whole.

Should you decide to return it
     I will forever cherish your touch.

A simple pleasure

     Never forgotten.




© Tina Thompson

If I could write the perfect poem
It would definitely be a Love poem

I would use sweet words
Like Baby
And Honey
And ****
And UMMmmmmm.

I guess, If I could write the perfect poem
It would definitely be a Love poem

I would fill it with promises
Like Always
And Forever
To show just how serious I am.

I would add in happy words
Like Joy
And Bliss
Because what's Love without Happiness
  
Did you just sing the Al Green song too?

     Love and  Happiness....

Yeah, If I could write the perfect poem
It would definitely be a love poem

I'd have to talk about things
Like handsome
And wise
And strong
And smart.

I would tell the world
About the man
Who holds
My Soul
And Heart

I believe I could write the perfect poem
I could write the perfect love poem

I could...

All I need
Is ...

YOU

©Tina Thompson 2012

Rendered helpless Amidst

The warmth of your touch
     The might in your grasp
          The softly whispered request

Kiss me T

Having not been...
     Touched liked that
          Needed like that
               Desired like that
                    In Years

I had no choice

But to Surrender.

© Tina Thompson

Freedom found in your embrace
     Solace in your kiss
I'm drawn to you.

A moth amidst your flame
    A deer in your headlights
You have me.

When Peace evades me
     and Hope fades to a memory.

When Frustration and Grief become my only friends
     and Weak and Weary try their best to settle in.

Just as Hatred is knocking at my door...

My knees find their way to the floor
    
      and I cry out

I NEED YOU LORD, like never before.


© Tina Thompson

My arms are your refuge
My kisses will wash away your troubles
Come lay with me and leave the world behind
Replenish yourself in my *****
Return to the new day armored with Love.


© Tina Thompson 2012

I am here...
  
Waiting...

          Patiently...

Patiently...

          Waiting...

For You...

     to come...

Fall
     in Love
          with me.


Be
    Loved
         By me.


Enjoy
     Love
         With me.

©Tina Thompson

I have a scalpel in my hand
     Placed just below my neck.
Sliding slowly down the center
     In between each breast.

Tightly grasping my new split chest
     I Pull wide for all to see.
Exposing with no shame
     The Heart that beats inside me.

Now Folding my hands together
     I Bring them up to a bowed head.
I'm Praying to the Lord above
     For strength. I'm wanting to be led.

For I am open in a cruel harsh world
     A defenseless sitting prey.
I have Chosen to reveal myself
     And face all the scrutiny.

My feet are firmly planted
     Standing strong in who I am.
Knowing any confrontation
     I surely can withstand.

Raising my bare fists before me
     Waging war on fear within.
With might and determination
     Each battle I will win.

My hand now stretches outward
     To another friend nearby.
One wanting to open up as well
     And no longer hide inside.


©Tina Thompson

I am turning this pencil upside down and rubbing vigorously upon a fictional friend.

Pressing tightly to my life's page the images of you disappear and your presence comes to an end.

Blowing away the memories of opportunistic lies, self serving betrayals and make pretend.

The page is now clear.  A new story can be told.  This time however, I will write it in pen.

©Tina Thompson

Take a couple of puffs on these verses, before they get old.
Spend time with each line, let the story unfold.
Allow the words to surge, through your body and soul.
And with deep understanding, exhale from this hold.

                               Pass...

Now with new inspiration, feeling free to be bold.
Permit your expressions to flow, like rivers of gold.
In it's post natal form, while still damp and cold.
Release without fear, let your story be told.

Puff...

                 Puff...


                                        Hold...


Pass.


©Tina Thompson

Spring has come and gone
     Summer's heat is a memory

Fall brings cool winds
     Winter's not far away



©Tina Thompson

Our Love blossomed like the flowers in Spring
   The passion surpassed the hottest Summer day
Cool attitudes and cold shoulders Fall into place
    Death at Winter's first frost is inevitable.



©Tina Thompson

Inside you there is fire
   Not many could withstand the heat.
I've stood at your core
   Unwilling to face defeat.

Inside you there is Beauty
   Exquisitely mesmerizing & Pleasing to all
God's finest composition
   I believe I just saw.

Inside you there is Depth
  Many got confused and lost their way
I explore you freely
   Finding new adventures each day.

Inside you there is Peace
  Others have pilfered and then withdrew.
I will replenish it fully
   So that you may enjoy some too.



© Tina Thompson

Pieces of me are missing
     They just and up left today
Going on a permanent vacation
     They said they couldn't stay

My heart and Soul are gone
     They had something else to do
I tell you this because
     I have a feeling they're with you



©Tina Thompson 2003

We're like two Pendulums
Made from the same source
     Once One
Split through creation
Drawn together
     Recognizing
          Reconnecting
               Realigning
Each swing moving us closer
Writing our destiny in the sands
Magnetically pulling us back to Unison
    
     Syncing
          Becoming One Again

WHOLE

Harmonious with the Universe
And Purpose

©Tina Thompson 2017

If
I tell you
     My darkest secret
          Will you still be here?

Will you
Take a moment
     To hold me and
          Kiss away my fear?

If
I show you
     My silliest ways
          Will you stay by my side?

Will you
Laugh with me
     And join me
          Cast all worries aside?

If only for a moment

If
I open
     My heart to you
          Will you protect the fragile parts?

Will you
Open yours
     To me
          And allow Love to start?

If
I share
My hopes and dreams
     Will you leave the past behind?

Will you
Chart a new path
      Of destiny
          With our lives intertwined?

I will

                        if

                            ­                  you will.

© Tina Thompson

Allow me to cry for you
   As I hear your story
   And absorb each pain
Hurry! Please
   These rising oceans
   I can no longer contain.

Watch as my tears flow
   Like raging rivers
   Beneath Thundering rains
For You have
  Freed and released me
   From my emotional chains.

© Tina Thompson
4/28/2013