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 Apr 2014 Christina
hannie
loner
 Apr 2014 Christina
hannie
doesn't it hurt
to see how nobody cares
when you're gone

doesn't it hurt
to be on your own
when things go wrong

doesn't it hurt
to feel like everyone could
be just perfectly fine without you

doesn't it hurt
how nobody ever asks why
when you're feeling blue

doesn't it hurt
to realize that everyone
is thinking of their future
without you being part of it

doesn't it hurt
to feel alone
even when you're with friends

doesn't it hurt
to feel invisible and unwanted
in a crowd with so many people
thoughts
On crowded streets they meet
stealing warmth and kisses
as the hubbub melts away
leaving only them
alone in their misdeeds
together in their longing
for a different ending that cannot be.
I could sit here
And stare at the ocean forever
The vast blue openness
That goes on for miles
With no piece of land in sight,
How peaceful it is
To watch the waves crash
On the sandy shore,
The sand I wiggle between my toes
As I sit here pondering life
And wondering what else is out there
In this world
I'm ****** in the head
Cause my only release is in bed
Does that make me a *****
If I **** my neighbor next door
You see I've kissed lots of guys
Only cause they've crossed my eyes
And I fall in love with the way
They always walk away
So I proceed to get high
And stare at the sky
I want to stand in the middle of a thunder storm
With you in the pouring rain
Looking into the cryptic sky
Feeling the rain run down our face
The thunder in our chest,
The zap of lightning in our fingertips
The rush of adrenaline,
Oh this is what I live for
What if at the end of the road
A mirror stood reflecting all that you know

What if there was no new beginning
But simply a mirror that replays the ending

What if when your friends pass
They see only a mirror, just a piece of glass

What if your life comes to a close
And you’re the man in the mirror that nobody knows

Eventually your time will pass,
But will you look in the mirror?
Or will you break the glass?
Tattoos and romance
Lit candle by the bedside
Ink and sweat span skin
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