isn't it funny how often people say they're there for you
when they are not there when your arms and legs are running red
when the breath in your lungs won't move
when  you shake for the warmth of arms wrapped around you
when you spend four hours with a length of rope
when you are hiding in the depths of your mind
When you need people they’re not there
But maybe that’s good because they are not the people you need
you need someone that understands
who could possibly understand

she skipped along she twirled and spun
she did not know what she had done
she lived a life full of joy
she had never owned a single toy
she made a mistake
she did not know what it would take
she tried to fix it
but she had little wit
and the cost of stupidity
was more than her validity
it was her life  and soul
and it now lies in a 6ft deep hole
with the rest of her parts
and all that remained was her heart
she left it with the girl in her own hands
and she let it get washed away among the sands

I used to say id give a world and a half to make others laugh
now I'd give every moment of joy
to go back to my childhood room and play with my favourite toy
I'd give every moment I could ever regret
to go back to not grow up just yet
I'd give every friend I’ve ever had
to sit and play monopoly with my dad
I'd give every hope and dream of rich and success
to be the little space pirate ninja in a tinker bell dress
I'd give my soul
to make my family whole
so that we could sit down
and play board games until somebody throws in the towel
I'd give my lively hood
for a second chance at childhood
I'd give my life
to see the smiles I never get to see
I'd give everything to just be me
or at least the me I wanted to be

There is no way out there is no second chance
There is no innocent child ready to dance
There is a fight there is a death
There is a girl ready for her final breath
There is a tear running down a face
There is a walk at an unsteady pace
There is a sadness that causes uncontrollable madness
There is a day that they call the end
There is a foe once a friend
There is a story That ends in indescribable glory
There is a chapter they say is the start
There is a boy who gave his heart
There is a stranger killed for the cause
There is a queen showing her flaws
There is a knight fleeing in cowardice
There is a king finally powerless
There is a princess who saved herself
There is a bottle fallen from a shelf
There is a choice remembered for a lifetime
There is a friend at the end of there line
There is a pauper climbing the ladder
There is a servant turning madder
There is a dragon wanting a life
There is a baker without a wife
There is a witch who did not burn
There is an executioner who was given there turn
There is a hero for once defeated
There is a villain who never cheated
There is a sidekick learning at last
There is a spell that was unexpectedly cast
There is a loss never to be forgotten
There is a final meal left to rotten
There is a nemesis left misunderstood
There is a toddler robbed of its childhood
There is a parent hated for mistakes
There is a family that’s hole still aches
There is a feud based on a gamble
There is a scratch caused by a bramble
There is a legend based on their existence
There is a village that showed there persistence
There is a country fighting for what’s right  
There is a day that didn’t end in night
There is a lesson that should be remembered
There is a love that cannot be measured

The leaves will fall
You will gain memories scars and all
The people will be sad
Trying to make up for the friend ship you never had
You will not cry
These people will only try
Disappointment runs through your veins
Your love leaves only stains
Why would you wait for the leaves to fall
Because all you want is to feel loved that’s all
Green to orange like hate to love
They act as if you are a pure white dove
With hate you die
For love you lie
with no one you choose to walk
That’s when you find your heart drawn around in chalk