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3.9k · Jan 2015
Oxymoron
You are an oxymoron;
happy and sad,
bittersweet,
a fine mess,
and clearly misunderstood.

Being with you
is sweet torture
that leaves me
wanting more.
its been a while
881 · Jan 2015
To Be
Bewildered.
You caught me off guard,
I fell for you unexpectedly.

Bewitched*.
There's something in your eyes,
That makes my knees go weak.
To B :)
843 · Oct 2013
Queer Fascination
Tie me up, don't let go
I'd rather be kept away than let these feelings grow.
If you may, cover my eyes
To keep me away from admiring the beauty of her smile.
queer fascination
737 · Jan 2015
Recollection
i tried to recall
my youth
the time when
i wasnt aware
of the cruel things
that was lurking
in this world

i tried to recall
the last time
when my mother
told me a story
or sang me to sleep
as she tapped my arms
and hugged me

i tried to recall
the time
i last shared
a laugh with my father
i miss the times
when he took care of me
when I was sick
and when he'd
feed me

i tried to recall
the moments
when our life
was much simpler
i felt pain in my chest
my eyes stung
as tears started falling
and my heart
kept on breaking
I wish I could go back
629 · Jun 2016
Why?
Why is it so easy to remember what we shared,
yet so hard to forget you.

Why was it so easy for you to leave me,
when all I wanted was for you to stay.

How can you fall in love again so easily,
while my heart continues to break.
im back. sorta.
627 · Oct 2013
Secret Dalliance
Confused, scattered, torn
the need to feel you
sends shivers down
my spine.

Eyes closed, breathing ragged
the rhythmic movements
closer I get to the edge
the faster you plunge against
the softness within.

Whispers and whimpers
music to my ears
nails digging deep
scratches—bittersweet.

Together we explode
skin to skin
mind and soul
two become one.
secret dalliance, carnal affairs
583 · Mar 2014
Once More
kiss me once more
with the same intensity
and gentleness

hold me once more
wrap your arms around me
as i wrap mine around you

sing to me once more
and i'll be singing with you
even though we're out of tune

hold my hand one more
fill the spaces
between my fingers

lie with me once more
let the silence consume us
make me feel safe

let me listen to the beating of your heart
that was awaken by me
for the guy who came into my life so unexpectedly. whatever this is, we'll make this work. thank you for making me feel this way. it may all seem too fast, but we'll make it last.
414 · Jun 2015
Untitled
You fixed this broken heart
only to have it shattered once again.
You made me believe in forever
but now it seems that i cant love another.
I knew the truth
I was afraid to admit it

But now I know
I was only an experiment.

I hope you are happy with the results.
373 · Jan 2015
Untitled
Love yet indescribable
has various meanings

Love although unseen
can be shown
and expressed
in many ways

however

*it still isn't enough
when will something ever be enough?
325 · Jan 2015
Untitled
Days of darkness
I thought have long ended
The journey to madness
In this world I have burdened

Melancholy has consumed me
The storm brewing inside
Has gotten stronger, can't you see?
The damage done, one cannot hide.

Send comfort, build a shelter
For someone who is lost
Build something better
Than what was destroyed, no matter the cost.
319 · Jan 2015
Untitled
Whisper you mean it
Say you'll stay
Hold my hand 'til brighter days
182 · Nov 2020
to the one that got away
i got my heart broken again
but this time it didn't crumble
the way it did when i lost you
i might have cried a bit
but not enough to drown me
like it did when you left me astray

how long has it been?
i haven't written anything since
i thought i had buried every memory i had with you
but it still haunts me to this day:
all the things lost,
all the things that could have been

i just want to say that i miss you,
and that I still think of you everyday.
you always cross my mind
but i know that you'll never remember me again.
i wish you happiness for always
and i wish i could find joy in love again, too

the kind of love that i found in you - if not better
you let me be myself around you
you accepted my quirks, all the craziness I had in me
'til it made you hate me
the way i hated myself.

I hope that you never got away.
to my totga, hope you are living your best life right now :)

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