They keep on saying it's selfish, that I want to die
They say I have to keep on living, I have to at least try
But that also makes them selfish, for making me live a lie
That also makes them selfish, that much you can't deny

Blood-drops splatter, on the cold wood floor
as I rest my head, against the door
A painful distraction, from the hurt in my head
and another reminder, of all the times I have bled

Oh how I wish, that's what I could do
But I can't because it, would only hurt you

Look promises don't always work out okay?
This one couldn't have worked out anyway
But if we broke one promise, why not break them all?
And so out of my vision, the whole world starts to fall.

How on earth do you expect me to be okay?
Because I'm living in pain, knowing you've gone away
What the hell am I supposed to do?
Because I don't to be me, if there's no you.

A tear rolls down, my puffy red cheek
What I wouldn't give, to go back to last week
Back to that last, desperate kiss
And live forever, in the moment of bliss
Looking lovingly into, your perfect eyes
And be happy in that moment, where nobody dies
To spend forever, learning how your lips taste
and wrapping my arms, around your waist
and whispering the words "I love you"
Words that will always, always be true

I guess this is it, you're really gone
but how can you expect, me to carry on?
You're dead, dear angel, you left me alone
and I sit here crying, curled up with my phone
You were always an angel, my dear, sweet love
Now you've returned, to heaven, high above.
But if this it, and you're really gone
I don't think I, can carry on

I just want you to know that you're perfect

Looking into your eyes, it melts my heart
Oh your beauty's truly a work of art
Venomously addicted to your lips from the start
Everything I've done was to win your heart

You're all I want, and I need you
Oh you are perfect in everything you do
Utterly perfect, at least in my view
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