There's a path I've been walking
it's the same path
heading in the same direction ..
always.
It's brought me to here
this place
where I find another route
is now available to me
I'm pausing
not because I doubt,
but because I'm finally here
and it's been a long time coming
To be honest
I was never really sure that I'd get here
and didn't realise
that this path was here at all
This is only the beginning
I know,
to perfect this new way of thinking
I'm not even close
I know it's there though
and surely that's a start
a little closer to perfecting
with each new step
A few back
I may take
that's inevitable
but I'm still heading
in the right direction
Maybe I'll need to sit here
just for a while
and that's okay
It's hard to explain this one but it's me trying to describe how my mind or my thoughts are changing. It's a positive change which should enable me to let people judge or even be hurtful yet I can see the bigger picture and not feel that I need to react. I'm not there yet, I've got a lot of practising to do