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  May 2015 Taylor buus
Marci Ace
The shared tears of fate,
Those harmful conversations
Of,
“should I **** myself”
Debates.
You feel that you have another
Chance,
But that other chance maybe
Too late.
Those ****** memories,
And your murderous
Enemies,
That “Get the **** out my face!
Your no kin to me”
Type attitude.
Your zero tolerance
Have you floating
With no gratitude.
You’re lost,
And misunderstood,
Your crown of success weighs heavy
And far way too good-
With a mean-timid beast
Like yourself.
Theirs hope for the hopeless.
You feel 10 times worst when your words
Are respoken.
Your problems are now soakin,
But again as I say,
There’s hope
For the hopeless.


Marci H.
  Apr 2015 Taylor buus
Just Melz
If you accidentally
             fall out of love,
Do you just dive
                back in head first?
           Feet first??
                     Eyes closed???
        Cannon ball????
             Or
Do you walk away
       Cause you can't swim
And you're scared to death
                   of *drowning?????
I don't know the answer and I'm not sure what I'm even asking..... Enjoy.

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Taylor buus Apr 2015
Hes the one who keeps my mind up all night,  in snow rain wind and sunshine he's the one by my side.

I can't call him mine but he's the one by my side.

He's the one I stay alive for, he's the one by my side, I can be open about anything with him.

I can't call him mine but he's the one by my side.

He makes me feel special even though I am not, He's the one by my side, he loves me but only as a friend

I can't call him mine but he's the one by my side.
Taylor buus Apr 2015
Do you love me?  
Am I just a friend?
Or am I nothing?

I don't wanna be this girl who gets the wrong impression.  I don't want to be confused with what we are. I just want to be happy I thought it was him but then you and now neither of you. I'm getting hurt more and more each day and it's something I don't think I can handle much longer. Is it time you leave?  Your gonna leave just like everyone else....
  Apr 2015 Taylor buus
Revi Abari
Question: What’s wrong?
My eyes sting from all the crying
I have no friends
I have no ambitions other than to die early
Medication can’t fix me, talking doesn't help me
Can’t see therapists anymore in fear they’ll call 211
Crying myself to sleep every night
Have to keep lying to myself so I can get out of bed
I hate myself
I’m weak, stupid, worthless, pathetic, ugly, fake, and empty
All I do is cause others to worry about me not that they care until I’m at my breaking point
It gets worse every day but I’m keeping it all inside for your sake
I want to die
I don’t want to make you worry or burden you with my problems
                                                        ­                    Answer: I’m fine
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