I’m constantly risking my freedom for reasons I don’t know why I am choosing to make mistakes I shouldn’t be out of work because I lost 3 jobs in 1 month & for someone with my background that’s totally unacceptable but it’s because of drugs I became addicted to crystal **** & let it control my life I’m always going insane because I can’t stop I let it take control over my life! I’m helpless watching from the inside as the world revolves yet I’m still having complications with the dark side of the moon where I’m not accepted only playing the part by placing myself in harms way, I finally bought a car & it was so bad that I can’t show it to my family without saying something about it I don’t know what to do with my life but get high to get by I’m a felon with limited resources I wish I knew the secret to life so I wouldn’t be in the dark with the deamons I wrote a poem for her & she didn’t even want it I feel like my spirit was trying to be free & now there’s a note in my wallet I don’t wanna read it because I don’t want the emotions of the seriousness to attach to me what I need is a miracle.

On a tiny Little Rock, in the middle of the sea,
It was fashioned to me,
The answers I seek,
Will forever be
Within me.
My dreams shall reveal
My reverie,
Oh rock in the middle of the sea,
Why you have done this to me,
And explained my fantasy to me, intimately.
For it is I, the wave rider, that is in need,
Of a adrenaline shot of the greatest capacity,
To fulfill my heratige in the middle of the sea.

we're traveling
this astral belt,
floating on this
makeshift rock
surrounded by the
vastness of galaxies
and cosmos--

why does it matter
if your job *****
sometimes?

feast your eyes
on the skies
and choose to be
above it--

For some of you your day is just about done
& as for me,  mine has only just begun
The sun slowly dims it's light
& the freaks take over the night
You can be whoever you want to be
After all, in the dark it is harder to see
Rules don't matter & anything goes
You may even encounter a vampire, who knows
BUT remember you can't stay
When the darkness goes away

I enjoy my breakfast before I sleep
My dreams **** me in too deep
At the crack of dawn
Here I go with another yawn
" the sun is way too ******* bright "
Under my blankets I hide & say "goodnight"
My life is on the flip-side
Not stuck in rewind
No pause in my day
Just a steady play

Graveyard shift, adjustment required
Of course you'll get over being tired
A rearranged life style
Better get use to it, it may be awhile
Eventually it'll be your daily habit & all will just fit
Normal no longer applies when you live in the day of opposite

No one will quite understand
Your presence is always in demand
When the sun is bright & shinning high
But you're fast asleep, in your bed you lie
It isn't a crime
This is your bedtime
You're "lazy" they claim
But they're not living opposite, it's not the same
They don't want to hear your excuse
So why waste my sleep, what's the use?
I have no shame
& I don't care if you think I'm lame
I don't think of you at all anyway
& that's how it's going to stay
The graveyard is where I roam
...Vampire time is when it's home!

A harrowed frenzy
Ghosting through halls,
Memorizing nonsensical miscellany.
Exhaustion reigns supreme.