Often,
I feel like,
I am a door,
For people to go through,
To get better off than me.

Do not count,
On me if you can,
Not save yourself from,
Terrors you made up.

Don't try and trick me, I am not somebody to be moved,
Over or aside because you're addicted to attention.

Think about,
How your actions might affect me for once, after all,
I am your crush,
So maybe if you want me, you should care what I want.

After all the rest of your options are,
Gone they all walked away, maybe I should too,
And then you couldn't keep,
Instigating me into doing something,
Not as loving as it should be.

It takes an awful lot,
To know awfully little.
But I'll give up years,
If it means seeing you smile,
For real this time.

Why won't it let me,
Follow more than 38 people?
Am I not aloud,
To enjoy more than,
38 artists?
Seems silly.

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I f,
I h@d
Soup-er powerz
U stuh-ill
Would no notice me.

I long for the ocean,
I long for the sea.
I long for the stars,
I long for the noise of passing cars.

Explain to me how,
Going behind my back,
Is not betraying my trust.

This will be,
My One Hundredth poem,
That I post on here.

I never thought,
That I'd have the confidence,
Or support, to get here.

Latin is a beautiful language,
But it confuses me.
Ignis significat aquam.