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eleanora santino Aug 2019
i am not enough and that is a fact
wiping the tears from my eyes has caused my fingers to prune
everything they want me to have is what i lack
all that is evil all that is dark that is all true
to me hope can be somewhat of a noose
choking and inviting and releasing to us who seek
but it can't release you
it's nothing but a ruse
tell the world to come kiss my cheek
it won't miss me and the feeling will be mutual
they told me it'd get better as if they were so sure
as if they knew anything
as if getting better was real
a poem i wrote a few months ago to convey my feelings.  it's somewhat strange to see how i thought/processed my feelings and situations. i do hope i don't become this burdened and hopeless again.
kRose Nov 2014
Like the chemicals
that pollute the air we breath, love
the way you
gracefully sway your hips
pollutes my mind.
Shylah S Oct 2014
Out of boredom,
I open up an old novel I was writing at the age of 13.

I remember thinking I was a brilliant writer,
This book is publishing material.

I read it today and
Cringe
At
Every
Word.

Filled with teenage angst, raging hormones and everything in between.

Why did I think this passed,
For writing?!

Well at least I improved.
But I don't like the fact that,
In few years,
I will cringe at writing I did today.

Hell,
I was reading a poem I wrote last year,
It became trending,
And I think "how?"
Is this even worthy for a like?

Well, I can say I grew.
I wish it was a paper manuscript so I can burn it :P
TB Sep 2014
I told her everything. About the boy who made my stomach hurt every morning before kindergarten. About the pictures I found on my brothers computer. I told her about the stain I left on our brand new counters and how i often felt that was my only place in that home. Being the stain. I told her about the dreams and the thoughts and the actions that were soon to come. I told her more than I wanted. And the time is coming where the stain will fade. And all it will be is a giant outline of where I was. But the stain will fade. And the pain will pass. And you'll be grateful that it's over.
TB Sep 2014
I don't know what's wrong.
I can't eat. Sleep doesn't come easy either.
Maybe I miss you, and maybe I regret you.
I don't know if I'll ever know which.
Everyone tells me to hold on
Surely the storm won't last forever.
I feel hungover
My thoughts are blurred. Bored.
But one thing rings clear.
I don't want to be here.
I don't want to do this.
I'm back into my old ways of thinking.
I want it all to end.
Not for lack of life, but lack of enjoyment.
I don't pray for the end
But if it came, I might greet it with a smile.

— The End —