Envelop me like the love letters we would write each other when I was away, like the blankets we would wrap up in to stay warm in those polar nights. When the heater was broken and everything was frozen we would keep eachother safe.
I love you Madeline Campbell. I hope you have an amazing Birthday today!
I was never satisfied with being the observer or the healer I wanted to be healed I wanted to be fun to watch like the many people I observed and loved at a distance I had a habit of seeing things from one set of eyes only I tried on different masks I felt lonely I felt numb There was nothing to me except speculation But I pushed this away It only came in between helping others I used to think I lost myself in guiding others But I had never found myself in the first place
Reflective states would come in waves But I had forgotten how to swim The day I fell into the sea
It may have been a river But I couldn’t tell Because I was just a pebble