I can't believe we've come this far.
Letting us see each other's scars.
I can't believe that you're still here.
Or that you've changed me so much
In less than a year.
I never wanted you to see
That I was an overthinker.
Or how much I love belting out
My favorite songs even though
I'm a bad singer.
I thought you wanted a protector.
That showing my fun side
Would drive you away.
Little did I know, that's exactly why
You decided to stay.

You pushed me away when you promised you woudn’t
We were supposed to stick together
But now I see you laughing without me
I understand
I was there with you just because I was there
I didn’t see it
So I opened up my soul to you and let my secrets pour
By God, I think whenever I saw you all my problems disappeared
It’s hard to remember that I believed every word you said
You called me your sister
You called me your friend
But now we both know I am just someone you threw away