it's been 6 months it's been since i last saw you
who knew that would be the last time i'd be able to be in your presence
to be able to stare into your eyes, smiling at nothing
who knew that you would be the one to steal my heart, just to break it

it's been 6 months and i tried moving on, i really did
removing you from my life, to the point of blocking you on everything
making sure that you were avoided at all costs
and that you could never have access to me again

it's been 6 months and i'm still not over you
the truth is, no one else compares
no one can compare the feeling i felt when i was with you
they say anyone is replaceable and can be forgotten, but that's not the case

it's been 6 months and i miss you
i hate to admit it but i do, i truly miss you
i miss your laugh and being able to talk to you
and i would do almost anything just to do it all over again

Where  once  the   grasses  played  and  ploughed,
in  faithful  winds  had  swung  and  bowed,
there  now  lie a thousand  flies  adrift …
All  choked  in  sod  and  soaked  to  death.

A million  artificial  stars
be  falling  stars  that  never  stop.

And  on  the  surface  tracks  of  dust
be  grinding  footsteps  hard  and  fast,
too  cruel  for  moon  and  earth  too last.

Groping  hands  of  eternal  fright
not  finding  what  they  ever  might .
The  treasures  they  will  no  more  find,
obstruct  their  eyes  and  make  them  blind.

                                          
Through  brutal  conscience, smog  and  fire
our  paradise   has  changed  to  mire.

Glued back together
Porcelain doll
Cracks down the frame
Time heals all
But I am forever changed