I often find myself lost in my head Deep in m thoughts hoping to get ahead When I can't be with you, I'd rather be dead When I can't talk to you, I dream instead Think of these words, when youre lost in thought Think of the smiles and laughs that I brought This isn't my final goodbye, it is made to pass the time So here is a poem, that poorly rhymes And hold on to the image that we've made Please stay away from that blade Hold on for me, cause I'll be home I promise you, you aren't alone.
Can you feel your soul being misplaced? Do you feel your existence being a disgrace? Is it sad, that you've fallen from grace? Fighting for a future you aren't ready to face Living a life you don't even want to embrace Coning in last in this futile race Feeling like a toy that's out of place Trying to remember as your retrace Thinking you're living, buts that's not the case Going too fast, you cant keep up the pace Being swallowed by your very past Hoping that having fun will always last Do you feel it, as it leaves your soul Capturing yourself before you feel whole Swallowed and drowned in internal darkness The pleasure only obtained, how it was so bliss It was all fun in games, till I tasted Deaths Kiss
Frowning upon my reality Looking at the old parts if me Unable to breath, feeling as if I've drowned Feeling the pain and suffering when I look around Fighting for my life, has become my price Yet you never cared to ask me twice
Ignorant to the history of my scars Singing along as music floats off my guitar
Realizing I am the only one to blame Ever so wishing I can reset this game Awaiting the day, he finally let's me fly Living onwards till the day that I die
When the body falls and lands into the dirt Would you care to guess which one hurts? The bullet that killed him, or the scars that bled Ignoring your feelings in these words you read If you were to write upon his tombstone "The boy who always felt so alone" Would you point and laugh, Caring not to cry? Or try to act cool, and tell your friends a lie? As you continue to build a persona of a facade Which is created through media and catalogs A kid sells his should to his very blade Hoping to escape the images you made But when its too late and you think you're brave You search for this kid that's lost in the cave The kid that's to far gone to be saved The same kid you pushed into his grave.
A poem made for bullies, and for those whom do not take self harm seriously.
My wounds go deeper then the ones on my wrist My scars hurt more than the blood on my wrist My tears won't fall, I'm emotionally conflicted While inflicting this pain is my most sincere addiction It hurts so much, I just want to cut deeper Bleeding out, awaiting the arrival of the reaper Scars so deep, I no longer care to smile Wishing I could slip away for a while To fade away, leave my troubles behind Only if the voices in my head were as kind Wishing for the time my body decays That is when I live my final day When family and friends all beg me to stay Most importantly its when my scars fade AWAY
In your eyes, I see that single tear The same tear that holds all your fears The tear you're too scared to let fall So you keep yourself busy hoping to stall I see in your eyes, how much they want to rain Doubt if your whole life was just all in vain Sealing away this unbearable pain Holding so tight, you feel like you're insane So you turn to the only pleasure you can gain And you watch as your steel turns crimson strain Finding it too much for one to cope You feel to end it all with a rope So are you tie and strengthen that knot You think of sorrow, and all that it brought Think of all the opportunities lost And how it all came at a cost So now that you have said goodbye to your friends It is time that you take you life, and make it end
I've tried so hard, to live my life Yet every time I tried, it became strife I've dried up my own two eyes Laying down awaiting to die I'm stuck in telling all these lies Writing my letter for my final goodbye The life I lived wasn't always a bad one But I'm fed up, I'm finally done So keep on calling, I'll let the phone ring Because I am busy, as the angels sing They sing a song, as I pass the viel Regretting the things I could never tell My mind is clouded, stuck in a fog Webs cover the gears and the cogs Being eaten from the inside out I'm still dying, yet I cannot shout So I guess its time to face destiny I apologize but, Death Awaits Me
Can you see me, or are you blind? Maybe I am just an image of your mind? I think I'm lost, waiting to be found Stuck in these chains forever bound Can you see me yet, or is it too late? I should've took your hand, next time I won't hesitate Can you see me yet, will you set me free? I'll see my very soul, If that's the fee Please see me, I miss the way you'd glance I'd shine even better if you gave a second chance Just one look, a glimpse from your eyes Will give me the feeling of being alive I'm willing to place it all on a single bet Just tell me if you can see me yet?
This poem is for those who are shadows in peoples lives. The "little" people who just want people to know, they aren't useless.
Why, why are you doing this why are you here If you don't even care don't stay, just disappear How many of you can say, you'll be good after Highschool That your life won't constantly spin just like a whirlpool That you've studied enough to consume enough knowledge Comprehending what you need to goto college Can you say that you're not living a life that's just a mirage Hiding beyond your self trying to be like camouflage Can you say you've filled your life without all the regret Living everyday working off an unpaid debt Can you say you'll survive making $1200 a month When the landlord demands for 550 up front? How about when it comes to paying for the medical bill 5000 dollars for a check up and a simple oxycodone pill Not only that you have another overdue car payment Now you're looking for someplace with better employment Can you really say you're tough enough to survive Now let's add another, a baby boy at the age of 5 Asking why his mom or dad isn't there to give him love Drinking away to find memories you try to get rid of Can you really say that you're ready to live on your own Hoping you can offer your kid a better place to call home Do you even care where your live is going to go Or are you going to shake this off and just follow the flow You want things handed to you, with only minimum work. You don't understand how it feels to move like clockwork You smile, you laugh, you ignore what you will need Just nodding your head, constantly you'll just agree You're going to be an adult with no skills at all You refuse to read, refuse to draw, you refuse to do anything in all You are stuck in a fake life that you're used to liven Just another lost lazy kid without a vivid vision Your life will be over with before you even get bitten Lost in society because you stayed in the back hidden Then you blame education for not keeping you driven So you live your life trying to go around the system So what's the point in trying to fulfill and finish your education If you can't even push yourself past your simplest limitations So take what you want from this, do what you prefer All I ask of you is to think of this poem and understand the words
This was a poem made to speak to those in highschool who say, "I can make it on my own".
I'm sitting here thinking of you In my mind thoughts run though I try to hide them, so none See's How much I want you with me I wrote poems for you once before So I want to do it once more In my past I was never that smart But I'm willing to try for your heart As I ache to sit with you in my arms Hoping you'd fall for my foolish charms Holding your hands, squeezing them tight Never letting you go, as it feels so right Wishing I was with you at this moment Accepting this poem as my atonement I come to you, wanting to belong Promised to you I'd never do wrong I'd rather be tortured than to cause you pain For then my life would be anything but in vain I know that I'm crazy, even a little bit insane However with you, I am relaxed and yet tamed So I write these words, for your face to smile Because Id come to see you for a thousand miles I'd crawl through dirt, mud, and grime Just to see you become mine.