my fingers
are dancing
over the keys
playing songs
on their own

while
my thoughts
are
with you

why
do you start
a conversation
when
you don't
finish it?

i hope
to have
moved on

because
what is
the point
is
holding onto
one-sided
feelings?

you told me
that you
hate to be
left on 'read'

and yet
you do
the exact
same thing

lately
girls are
more attractive
to me

because
no boy
can come close
to him

and whilst
she was
just a crush

he is
the first
i was really
in love with


and maybe
i still am

you just
                   show interest
in me
        when
you are
        lonely

   don't you?

i should
move on
i kinda
already have

but there
seems to be
a tiny part
hidden
in my heart
that belongs
to him

laying in bed
listening
to this song

i had to
admit to
myself
that

no matter
how cliché
it may sound

i would wait
for him

i would
give him
the world

if he would
just show me
that

there is
just the
slightest chance
that
in the future
he would want
to be with me

i wrote
most of
my poems
when
i was
madly
in love

so when
i don't write
that much
anymore

does it mean
i have
moved on?