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Bryant Arinos May 2022
My heart doesn't pounds fast because of you,
Because it only beats fast when I'm embarrassed and worried.
I never felt my heart skip its beat when I'm with you.
because it only jumps for a moment when I'm being besieged

I only had feelings like that from scenes in a movie
or when I ran after a 100-meter sprint run
and sometimes when I feel like something bad is going to happen.
Those are the only times where my heart beats fast

My heart never beats fast when I like someone
because when I really like someone,
Time goes slow, bird do stop from flying,
and my heart goes back to square one

Guess I'm just weird because I feel different from what others do
For I wouldn't be anxious, even if my eyes were shut, and I couldn't see you.
Because when I'm with you, I feel peace and serenity,
at  the point that it forms clouds of silence in my mind that keeps my sanity

And maybe those are part of the reasons why my heart doesn't pounds fast when I'm with you.
For I already know that you're mine
and for every tomorrow you'll adore me and I'll worship you
Inspired from the drama "My Liberations notes"
Inspired Lines by: Yeom Mi-Jeong (Kim Ji-Won) and Yeom Chang-Hee (Lee Min-Ki)
hiraeth Mar 2020
i don’t know what’s worse — too many thoughts thrashing around like a hurricane in my brain, or the still, eerie silence that comes after the rain
I hate it when people tell me "you don't believe in god now because you haven't been through a situation where all you can do is pray the outcome will be good" well, where was your God when I was contemplating taking down an entire bottle of pain killers on a stomach that had been empty for days? where was your God when I chugged down half a bottle of ***** in an attempt to make the voices stop? where was your God when I prayed, with tears in my eyes, that I would get better? where was your God when I was sitting in the bathtub holding a blade to my wrist, hoping I would hit an artery? where was your God when all I could do was hope and pray that he would come down and save me? where was your God when I prayed for him to make the pain stop? when I begged him with everything I had to take me with him so that I wouldn't feel this way anymore?

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